hellos.
hmm i have been wondering how to put the feelings and emotions into appropriate words and sentences. questions like what determines appropriate pop up in my brain. then i start to think about appropriatefulness and truthfulness. if these two words existed anyway. but we all know. this is a public blog. and i'm a private sort of person. and i realise. the reason i don't keep things really updated on the blog is that a lot of things are better left unsaid. that way things can be kept simple. the amount of time put into deliberation was the best proof.
thanks to all who came and to all who displayed their concern in one way or other. :) heartfelt. appreciated. truly.
if you ask me if everything is okay, i will tell you i am. even now, as i type, i see my fingers backspacing and typing, backspacing and typing. usually if i repeat this motion for a few more times, i will hover my mouse over that tiny cross and click close. but somehow. i want to finish this entry.
it's confusing. nothing is never confusing. but i think i will choose to stick with the belief that everything that has moved on, will have a better tomorrow.
dwelling on it, mulling over it, it won't get better, it won't disappear.
but no numbness. let there be never ever be numbness.
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love life. pls do.
mE 
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