RUBBISH.

RUBBISH!

sighhs.

nvm. i will get over it. serious.

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i lost my ipod.

haiii.

it's not the end of the world.

jus no more music to pei me on my trips to and fro sch. no more music to pei me as i battle with math in the lib. no more music to block out the noise.

booooo.

no more stingray either.

hai.

i will be a good gurl. =).

hiee.

hv i been a good gurl this wk?

i don't suppose so? but hmmm. okkay. mayb i've tried my best but it's not really working very well. fr eg, i can do math fr hrs, and still be very much cocked-eye and completing nt an impressive number of sums. hehe. behind my schedule and i'm still nt sure if i can complete everything by prelims. mayb i shld plan fr the whole month of aug this wkend. YIKES! napfa is coming!! i'd totally forgotten abt it. ahh not exactly. i think it had always been lodged in my head but i'd pushed it right to the back. waaahh. i don't like situps~ ><. nobody ever worries abt situps!!! ha ha. i hope tj isn't like vj. vj refers you as failing napfa test if you gt a bronze and forces you to do PE till aug. but hah hah, tj can't copy vj cos our napfa test is already in aug~ lala. and they wont jeopardise your results fr your fitness. it's alright fr gurls ba. mmmmmms. i don't mind running but hvg a stitch in the middle of running are killers. and parched throats as well.

went jogging with sh on sun aft studyin at bedok lib. we walked to the stadium frm her hse, discovered the stadium's track was closed to public joggers due to some event, so we jogged outside.. along the roads.. came to tj, went to lucky heights.. sat on the swing!=)). saw a maid with a parrot!!! haha. a big red parrot. those dian xing parrots. lol. but it didn't really talk.. climbed up that looong flight of stairs we always jog by if we jog to lucky heights fr pe.. 84steps i think.. if i didn't rmb wrongly. saw this huge (very long) dog at the top of the stairs. it was very quiet and welltrained. hehe. we stroked it before climbing down the stairs again.. aft jogging we walked to blk85 fr dinnnnner~ satay beehoon roccccks. but i want my stingray!!

tdy was tj's pets day!! few ppl brought their pets! my brought her smalll dog! when we went to the holding area to admire the dogs we saw her (my's dog) sitting there very obediently and quietly. aww. and there was this beautiful golden dog who was soooo wellgroomed!! her/his fur was brushed till perfection! and plus it had a cute face!! it looked very royale-like. lol. saw some of the dogs mkg friends with each other.. before civics we saw this golden retriever tt reminded me of enid blyton's secret seven series', the children's dog-- scamper. it was huge (but still smaller than the one at luckyhts) and it was stretched out on the floor.. (under lt2) and there were a couple of big dogs too.. black collie and another really black one.. there was a very small and cute white dog, who had this little bit of fur tied up in a pink ribbon. ke ai!! ohh! and another white dog without much fur but it had an adorable blur face.. ohmannn=). saw a black cat with a prettaye tail! unusually bushy fr a cat!! loll. normally cats jus hv long and narrower and less furry tails..

aww vann hope ya leg recovers soon!! a bone fracture sounds really serious.. but mayb you can miss napfa (;. heh. rmb to go bck and get an extended mc till the end of aug..

okkay i'll be a good gurl! other than attempting to really complete my stuff i must strive to add quality and value to it! haha. not like that shitty zuowen and sloppy yao qn (i did when i was half-aslp ytd). JIAYOUU!

jaaa~

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[ 习惯你 ] - 容祖儿

明明知道你只是偶然经过

不该奢求太多

我还天真编织可笑的梦

总以为我的温柔让你不舍


朋友都问我爱你什么

这是一种直觉

就像是抬头星光闪烁突然想泪流

不在乎怀抱到最后

只剩寂寞


习惯你让我沉沦

习惯你带我飞恋着你就算世界都幻灭

习惯你给我滋润

习惯你让我枯萎

离开的那一夜别把我的梦敲碎

让我至少保留记忆完美


如果某天我和你偶然遇见

在陌生的街头

你会不会再紧紧拥着我

还是你只是沉默擦身而过

也许前生我欠你太多

这是一场宿

命注定要为你继续的错继续地堕落

让自己再无路可走把心伤透

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heyy.

although i think it's quite wuliao tt tj has this "pets day" but actually it will be quite cooool! to see all the pets tjcians gonna bring!! hooray my's bringing her dog! loll. hope vann really brings her cousin's dog. awww. i lurve terriers. wuff!! i love dogs with lots of furr!! such tt their eyes gt covered! heheh. i rmb gushing at the dogs which strolled past us as we walked frm dhs to the 12bus-stop. me and yun. heh. rmb the beautiful golden retrievers? whoa. two somemore. haha. xingfu de zhu rens. but i dont think i will be able to tk very good care of my dog if i have one. i just want one to cuddle and play with. heh. but i don't like dogs with loud barks and who are too boisterious.. i don't like those who lick profusely at your toes too! haha. reminds me of the barber i used to go to.. she has this super cute white dog, but its bark is thunderous. amazing how such a small animal can hv such huge lungs~ but the owners who bring their pets are nt sposed to bring them to lects or tuts. isnt tt rather dumb? then the pets will stay at the holding area fr the whole day? sian! ahah. i wish xu ls will bring his parrot! then we can test if it knows all the tangshis. (;.

kor showed me his latest national geographic and the issue was about pandas. omgosh. the photos of the pandas were soOoo cute. extremely unreal. they look like soft toys!! there was this particular photo, tken in a lab or sth.. 16 baby pandas lying on this huge towel.. they were so ultra super mega totally ke aiiiii. some of the pandas looked like they were asleep (their eyes cant really be seen cos the black rings are really much tooo black. hehe), their heads slightly tilted and their bodies totally relaxed, sprawling over the towel.. some looked like they were hvg sweetdreams, with their mouths (or snouts?? no idea) slightly parted.. some looked soo comfortable nestling together.. there were a few which looked more awake.. their heads werent lying on the towel, instead their paws were like digging the towel, supporting their arms up.. aiyooo. feel like scooping one of them up and cuddling it. they really look like soft toys!! warm soft toys with heartbeats. hehheh. there was another photo of a panda, which had climbed onto her favourite perch in her private yard at wolong (a nature reserve in china). ahh. my point is. i nvr realised tt pandas were so adorable~=)))). and definitely the cute half.

i dunno how to do the econs csq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really don't like econs.

my brain's not wired fr econs? perhaps. i think i'm the type who needs to put in a lot of hard wrk into econs before i can reap any results. whilst some ppl are just able to link all the economic stuff tog, effortlessly. they don't study, but they unds the concept, rmb it, and can recall it when they need it. xian muu okkay. =(. and they are all arnd mE. but i can't regret tkg econs. cos my confidence fr chem smashed when i gt a B4 fr Os. i cannot stand phy. i certainly wldnt tk fmath. (siao). lit wld hv been nice tho. history... don't fancy A lvls syllabus. geog. ergh. no thnks. SEE. not much choices huh. anyway. yes. i must reiterate the fact tt i do not regret the decisions i mk. so there.

jiayou le. >(.

sucksucksucksucks.


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[ beautiful love ] is really veryvery nice:).

歌曲: Beautiful Love

歌手:蔡健雅


看住时间 别让它再流浪

从前我 太适应悲伤

你的出现在无意中 却深深撼动我

一起走着 没说什么 心是满足的


这个世界 随时都要崩塌

我没有 其他的愿望

假如明天将消失了 趁现在我爱着

只想记得 被你抱着 温热的感受


Love's beautiful so beautiful

我失去过 更珍惜拥有

多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我

紧紧牵住的手 不要放手 永远守护我


Love's beautiful so beautiful

我很快乐 你会了解我

我不会再哭泣 是因为我相信

我们勇敢的爱着 每秒钟 都能证明 一生的美丽

Love's beautiful so beautiful

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i wonder how much sportsmen value sportsmanship nowadays.

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hmmmmmm. AAC, B3 shall be my target fr As?? actually i will really be very happy to gt tt. but i'm wondering yet again. will the C be fr econs? lep? hahahahahahaha.

目前﹐這些仍然是遙不可極的。(p.s. is my '極' correct? x).)

and yesyes. elvin ng is so cute(;. hurhur. but i think he shld pull out some teeth to mk his speech sound more fluent and less full-of-teeth-sounding. 0_0". just a suggestion. ahahha. i think it's his character in the show tt mks him so appealing as well. the shen qing kuan kuan type. the type who will stand by the gurl he loves. just staying by her side, offering her comfort and support. although her lover is not him.. *dreams*

yukk. talking abt dreams, had some mini nightmares ytd. but all i can recollect is the one where i thought my teeth were dropping out again. the front teeth. they were aching like hell and they were like threatening to fall out of my mouth!! disgusting!! i brushed my teeth before slpg okay. but felt very insecure so brushed them again before i gt bck to slp. sighhs. stupid dreams.

can i hv dreamless sleep or nicer dreams, pls?

i dont like makeup. *just a passing thought*

i want boooooooooooooooooooooots.

my converse sneakers!!!

the kappa white tote tt has "BRAZIL" blazoned across it. granted it's not really droolworthy but it's still cool.(:. and significant.

a nice beeg tote bag. fr shoppping??

hahha..

ohyes!! my birthday is just round the corner.

eh.

so is A lvl math paper one huh? *rolls eyes*

hey.

just didnt feel like going home tdy although i was feeling rather tired. brain wasn't really functioning much while i did my math tut during those chem breaks.. so didn't absorbed much and did mechanically with the reference of notes now and then fr all the same few things. hmmms. drifted to lalaland at some junctures fr econs. fr guwen as well (tho that's pretty common). but zhanglang's voice did travel into my ears while my eyelids closed and hand stopped moving. and what did i do fr maths? *racks brain* ahh nvm. i swear i will not sit beside crazy mslum again during lessons. had to "endure" the brunt of her madness fr ytd and tdy's math tut. hahah. entertainment yes but i think i prefer to be kept sane and save, thnkyou very much. hurhur. =Pp. gurl. pls be normal once in a while yar? ahhah. although it mayn't be you anymore but stillllllll.

hv i mentioned this before? but being poor sucks. haha. imagine. eating bread fr lunch. not those nice kind of bread you find in fourleaves/breadtalk, but a big pack of six tau sa baos, and a smaller pack of 4 big butter+sugar bread. not to say the bread weren't nice but as i've known since dunno when, my friends are all nice and sweet and uber-caring that they cldnt stop commenting on my choice of lunch.

i cannot picture myself taking my prelims. so it is even more difficult to imagine what's going to happen to me ten years down the road. i don't have any clear direction. it's more of a living day by day thing fr me. what am i going to study fr uni? i somewhat know. but it doesn't seem to point to a particular future job. teaching is not something i want to do or have a passion for.

and i'm sorry i snapped this morning. or maybe it wasn't really noticeable but i spose the irritatedness showed. i guess it was just this momentary lapse in my self control eh. it's not a spontaneous thing.

i'm really crawling.

can i please speed up?

i need to.

ohh, and thnks meiq fr the spongebob eps. it was cuute.=)). loll. completely brainless but hey. i still love it(;.

there are some keywords i need to grasp.

priorities. concentration. strength. drive.

jaaa.

yo~

oooolaa.

italy lifted the trophy.

haha. was happy fr them. it was a good fight. but i really don't get why zidane gt so riled up and that moment of madness cost france the greatest glory of football. mayb metarazzi had thrown him a verbal insult that was unbearable but...! it was such a complete waste. what an end to zidane's illustrious career! what a blemish.

i've nvr liked penalty shootouts though.

competition is cruel.

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boooo!

guess it's time to do some springcleaning and clear up all the mounds of dust that had accumulated on my dear blog. haha.

call me narcissistic but i think my blogskin rocks. HAHA. hmmms. why the sudden confirmation at the loveliness of the blogskin? i guess it's cos i haven't seen it fr quite some time le. as the old old old cliche goes, absence mks the heart fonder.

hmmmmms.

welllllls. i love watching soccer. it mks your heart race, triples your heartbeat, drive your sleepiness away (unless you hv a really serious attack by the ZzZz monster and the football's much too boring with literally 20men chasing one ball), increases your attention span, induces you to become increasingly vulgar, mks you scream-groan-curse-slumpbackinyourchair within a minute, mks you jump up in joy and grin like silly when your favourite heros score/gets thru, mks you glum and depressed when your favourite heros fail, pumps adrenaline into your bloodstream and keeps it gg fr the full 90min (sometimes into extra time and penaltyshootouts)..... the list goes on but yc has limited capacity.

sometimes certain failures are hard to swallow and bitterness and sourness and disappointment are even harder to swallow but YEAH anticipation will drive them away!! four years is not such a long wait!!! JIAYOUU!!!

as for the finals.. my verdict is that italy WILL WIN!!!!!

hahhaha.

don't kill me, the les bleus fans...

yc is just biased.

but i expect a good match frm both sides!!!

i guess that's enough.(((:.

may the SAMBA KINGS reign for ever and ever and ever...............

2o1o^^.

jaaaa.

mayb yc will return to springclean again after one month.

anyway the disgusting prelims are coming soon. sighhhs.=((. jct results weren't as bad as expected and ya it's true i am getting somewhere but i do know it's a long way to go still. i will trudge on. MUUUUUGG on.