[#29]

haven't been blogging~ been guaii lohhx.. haha.. nt reallly tho.. doesnt mean i dun slack abt when i dun go onlinE.. doesnt mean i will def blog when im online.. bleahh. wtv. hrmmhrmms! shall update abt wat had been gg on barhhs..

i lurrve being highh. mks mii feel really great.. well.. nt on drugs or wtv dumb stuff, but jux being plain happie, laughg grinng lamg awae like anything.. hahax.. it's funn. mks mii feel so free. euphoric. andd without worries.. without another care in the worldd. kayy, im startg to sound like someone highh on drugs.. lollx. being hyper is a type of drug too huhh? u start get addicted to it.. u develop a tolerance twds it.. u may not owix have access to it... withdrawal symptonns.. well.. it may be more healthy to b more balanced and nt gt highh.. but it mks life more excitg, more meaningful.. whee~ it will b too borg or mudane if u stae in the same moood foreva and nvr chg how u feel.. u muz feel the extremes of moods.. yeayea...tokg some kind of crap.. but yepps.. it jux boils down to.. being hyper and highh is summat gd for health! wooHootx. but feelg happy is gd anw.. laughter really cures sickness... laughg can chase blues away.. but excessive laughter can get irritatg and gt on other ppl's nerves.. well.. wtv it is, everything needs to be dealt out in suitable doses.. limited doses.. not all at once.. or none at all..

love doodlg as well. ((: hahah.. i'll nvr be able to draw those nice anime drawgs!! i cant draw them! hahaha.. somehow it will turn in2 sth cartoonistic. suspected i invented tt wrd. ^c^.. but i still love those eyes anime illustrators draw!! so unrealistic (so biG!), but yet so beautiful and some of the expressions are really life-like.. haha.. sadd i'll nvr be able to draw like that.. think it needs practice and i dun haf so much patience plus time plus interest to persevere.. hehe.. unlike those anime authors, jiahui, sammantha n moz of the M.A.G.I.C illustrators peepz [exlcudg mii x)].. pei fu pei fuu!! anw think M.A.G.I.C is nice! hahax.. i'd always love drawg.. wont mind havg more 'tutorials' on how to draw this and that.. laz wk was eyes.. this wk's hair and hands.. hahax.. i like drawg hands!!! and all those different positions of hands.. but my hands shapes are chubbier.. anime ones are like sleeker ehhx. hahax.. kae, sleeker more sleek.. hehx.. and watchg those anime episodes! arhh! haha.. so diao wei kOu.. sammantha said they only show the first 2 or 3!! awww.. i wannt moRe!! watched tsubasa this wk.. wow. hahah. laz wk was some name i forgot.. but it was usg human-like yet nt really humanane humans as ur weapons to fight.. ahah.. nt mkg sense.. anw.. think i made the right choice.. lollx.. but nt runng for exco or wat ba.. being a member is okkay for mii. ((: im nt a person whox gd at advertisg miiself. hahaha..

whooa. watched the fers team competitg on psc nite.. kids nowadays can really dance mann! haha.. hiphop! it's darned coool. pity i'm such a dance baichi. lollll. xP.. admire those who can really dance.. and haf the dance genes.. lollx.. *scReAmXx* yea. the real reason why im watchg is cos sylvester's there!! ahah. im hopeless. woo.. the 2nd dance is rather cool as well.. some latin thingy dance.. cant rmb the name for it.. haha.. the guy is a natural! but the girl is a bit stiff larhhs. loll.. back to sly. well.. his cd is really great kay... i will lend it gladly to any1 who needs proof abt his abilities.. u go sly!!!! maia's cd comg up too! ye qi dai zhe. hehx.. btw... one thing i cant stand abt sly is the zhi fen wei abt him. tskkk. cut down on the mkup kay. i can slap ur face and see the powder fly. xS. the 3rd dance is a cutesy one.. lollx.. they are so cute! a bunch of prob 4-5yr-olds.. lol.. didnt catch the 4th dance but its some hiphOp one again and sth really hot again i think. lollx.. i really c a n t d a n c e. aww.

anw.. i forgot which day, but i think wed or thurs.. mii and mii scg peepz were in the canteen for lunchh.. 2 periodx.. cos of phy tutorial/lect, and the actual lunch breakk.. so we were sittg there, eatg and started rottg, crappg.. showed them my magic trickk.. (taken from meiyun!! hahaah.. extremely lame trickk.. but i lurrve it.. and laughed, really laughed when she did it! haahha.. i was the only one i guess.. aiyaa.. but im said to laugh at anything. ~_~) vanessa told us abt the 6 2s in a 2-dollar note, 6 5s in a 5-dollar note and 6 10s in a 10-dollar note thingy.. whooa.. it's so damnn cool! so difficult to seek out the 6th one.. but will feel so accomplished when u succeed! we spent so much time lookg for the 6th 2 lorrhh.. and i found a 7th 2! whee! but it does not exist on every $2 note tho. heh. aft the lunch break, we were still lookg for that irritatg 6th 2. as we were walkg to the new blk, vann said can look at it at a diff angle.. and i turned the note.. she said yepps its the correct side.. then ltr on kaiying saw it when we reached the new blk!! less than a minute ltr, sherilyn spotted it too!! a few seconds ltr, jux b4 we reach the stairs, i saw it too! mann!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. cant describe the highh-ness we experienced. wahaahs. we asked the guys and some other girls as well..bingrong saw it so soon!! cos he used a $5 note and honestly it's muchh easier to find the 6th 5 or 10 on the respective notes.. cos of the purplish camou effect $2 notes haf ba? haah.. siann.. hehe.. aso asked them the person fallg thingy on $2 note and the game thingy. heh.. xiaoqi spent so muchh time lookg for the fallen person and was so diaEoNg-ed when we revealed the ans. lollx. funfunn..

had swimmg on fridae! learn the kickg and all.. so fun! hehe.. kickg water.. lollx... enjoy swimmg la.. jux sian abt the rushg to bathe and rushg bck2sch! hahaah.. but still fun playg with water! yayy.. more enjoyable than sweatg like hell aft runng rounds! lolllx. aso celebrated jinling and yuxiang's bdaes aft their chem prac! haha.. their bdaes fall on same dae- labour dae! tada~ so we celebrated it earlier. heh.. smeared cream on one another's faces.. had fun doing tt.. wasn't verii hiong larhhs.. nt like tingg's og.. hahaha.. we more civilized yea..=P chased meiqi tho.. she arhhs.. wont let mii smear cream on her face, so ran aft her lohh. haha.. finally smeared on her hand when we ran bck to the canteen. loll.. cant wait for the nxt bdae celebratiOn! sammantha's and boonhan's bdaE!! 30th may! lolx. end of da month! wheEyaRhHs. want our scg to bond bondbond. hahax.. it mayn't be ez but well.. so long it mks life more enjoyable, mks daes shorter, mks classes happier, mks breaks more highh.. but wo hai shi hui huai nian zhe 05A5. NY!!!!!!!!!! i muz go bck one dae. cant find a suitable dae.. dowan go alone nehhs.. in green. so offFfffFff. hahax..

hrmmshrmms. waitg for sly to sing his song. will he sing one or two? *muSeS* lOl. okkay. hee.. and ooooh. i still want F.I.R's cd!! altho it's said to be similar to the previous one.. i think it will still be zhi de.. arghh. i wan a discman!! or mp3player!! sth tt plays music!!! haii. i miz listeng to music on the bus, mrt, while doing wrk kiee. arghh.

did my maths tutorials!! arhHhhHhHh! hahaha. oops. realize i haven backtracked to do partial frac, binomial yet.. nvMx. tonite? tmr morng? we'll see abt it. btw i hate solvg identities!!! i do maths really slowly but identities i tk twice, thrice, quadruple the time kiee.. solved 4a and b in arnd half hour-40min in lib on fri.. cldnt figure out c and d. did qns 5 this morng. whee. doing wrk in the canteen is cool too! haha.. stayed bck to pei jiahui b4 her luyuan start tt dae.. did hw.. den carried on doing *along wif lyan and xiaoting* until 5++.. tt dae i finished my tutorial 13 and 14! waha! went hm and carried on wif laz bits of 14 and started 15 *until the identities yepps*. loll. unbelievable rite. addicted to hw. startg out bit is owix the toughest. once u get the momentum going, yeaa, u're on the track. mmmmmx.

ohh no!! forgot ALL about buying u-wkly. hahaah. got 5566.. only realized today. damnnit. im so darnnEd s l o w!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant stand gurls who jux keep screamg and screamg their heads off.

but i guess i'll jux be like them if im ermmx... at the place itself? like a/s chang dis, live on the shows they're (meang 5566) at?

hehx. girls, will be girls. hmmm. but that doesnt mean we are shallow tho!! haha.. wtv.

tatax denn.. shall update again!! btw, i'm so proud of dhs!!!!!

dhsCO, dhsSB, dhsSE >>> GoLd wItH hOnOuRx!!

lollx.. altho wat hongz said abt comps on her blog is verii true. well. sometimes, we jux like to think simple and read off the surface-- be happy and proud ((:. moz imptly, keep it gg for the nxt time round. =)

bck to sly's performance! whee. finally saw him singing on tv againn aft so long! hahahaha. kay.. he sang di yi ge yuan yin! surprise! nice surprise! cos it's a nice song.. didnt expect.. thot he'll sing xiang long shi ba zhang or suo yi. loll. ping jia of his singing? the front bit was weakk. the falsetto. bleargh. haah.. ruo yin ruo xian dde. until the 2nd chorus or so till the end, he seemed to b more stable la.. haha.. but the overall still, okkay this is so sly-ish. haha.. yea jiayou kay.. inject more powEr! =D but to my ears, it's perfect.. as in no outta tune bangs. haha.. and his tai feng is mei hua shuo ba.. he jux has it in himm. natural. ppl may puke and choke at his winks and points and all la.. but face it, it's his style, yeayea?! =) *bEAMx* and his cute sidde. hrmms. was sniffg awae at the flowers.. this girl who xian hua la.. haha.. small girl.. hug and kiss his cheek. can hear his fans screamg up there indignantly. waha.

really tatax den!!! i muz mugggg! =) whee.

[#28]

helloo.

did gp essay today. haa.. surprisingly, was able to write quite flowingly.. aft crappg arnd and all.. singing songs and blahhs. loll. at least did gt down to concentrate.. although it's mostly very crappy stuff *wrote 2 pgs and 1/4*, i don't really care.. it's better than havg to sit there, stuck for hours, not knowg what to write. ohh dear.. suddenly remember a point i forgot to add it. -_-" nvmm.. forget it..

hahax.. miss writg fics.. yepps.. sayg this again.. lolls.. but haven't acted yet. bleahhs. btw, haven't written for perhaps a month or more ba? sadly, i can't rmb my fics de links le.. i haf many uncompleted ones.. lolls.. the cowritten one seems to haf died.. not in my hands.. forgot it was wif natnat or galzs.. heh. nvmm. guess everyone is leadg their own bz lives.. hence no free time for winglin. jux like mii.. kayy.. shall set a goal for the wk. i muz come up wif the 2nd chapter for the coincidence story lerx.. jux puttg it off again and again, cos i dunno how im sposed to put those thoughts and ideas down in wrds nehhs. haha... yea.. edited the zhengwen/fers short storie of raino and made it my fers chuang zuo gao =P. sadd blogger dun let show up chinese wrds.. =( yayy. like tt short lyrics like paras i added for the gaO. quite rough wrk, but still quite nice?? shall ask tingg tmr. hee. still rmb tt chuang zuo we created (mii- lyrics, her- tune) las yr.. dunno where it is now? hahx.

no more hei ye cai honng! but the new show is rather cute.. ah wanng! haah.. guo jin an actg as a half dimwit in this show.. but he's really quite adorable la.. so funny.. jiejie!! hehe.. addicted to hk serials...... their actg is jux so hrmms, zi ran and mks u feel very at ease watchg them act.. sometimes sg actors are too stifff... mmm.. oohhs. wang tian cai haoo shuai! haha. jux an observationn. jin zhong ren showg on tv now marhhs. heh..

todae shona asked kaiying sth abt whether she's feelg tt she cant cope wif the homewrk? guess what ky said.. she said well she's not feelg the stress cos she's nt doing the wrk. hrmms. i agree to a large extent. lollx. ttx why we muz really get down to wrk. no more slackg! *thinks about the yao qns* do u spot the trend? i tokk abt wrkg hard, no more slackg at every entry.. when do u see mii accomplish some hw? 2/3 entries out of 10 entries? abt there.

tingg said abt her snr sayg muz start keepg up wif da tutorials now.. cos june hols wont be nice full-fledged 4 wks jux exclusively for ur studyg and las min mugging and catchg up.. 1st wk gone for lep camp.. some wkends gone for leo *can predict la*.. some days gone to ermms mabbe go out.. sure haf days gone to slack arnd like a pig.. yea.. count count count.. not many days left huhhs. most impt shld be maths tutorials barhhs. muz go complete the previous 1st3mths tutorials too..

heyheyys! failed maths test by 1/2 mrk! but sadd mrks lost on curve transformation. lolls..stupid mistake.. cld haf helped mii pass. but it's not too lousy a failure ba.. the best failg mrk tt one can gt lerx.. kkay.. so bu qiu shang jin. tsKx. econs test today? didnt finish. really reminds mii of early ss/hist SEQ tests days. stone and stone. mind blank. den start to rush and chioong and write every, any pt tt comes to mind. no planng. no proper paragraphg of stuff.. forgettg impt definitions. wellwell. somewat finished the 13mrk qns, then did like 1/4 pg for 12mrk qns. i will fail for sure, but jux a matter of whether it's possible to get a 10. will it be possible? come to think of it, highly unlikely ba. lol. guai zi ji la. mei hao hao du... acty can gt gd mrks de.. altho the phrasg abit tricky.. but if i hua more xin si du.. might haf had more things to write.. kkay. it's not impossible to do well for econs essay tests. get this in ur head. mug anyways, and u will feeel btr aft the paper.

shall i list out the stuff to be done? yeshh. if i dun see a list, i dun feel the pressure..

1) lep yao qns

2) lep yao qns2 *pairwrk*

3) maths tutorial 12 *2.5/8 done*

4) maths tutorials 13-15

5) maths tutorials for binomial and partial and apgp

6) econs hw -erms some essay thingy? drq? shit.-

7) study econs elasticity stuff i dun unds

oohlaa. my situps still cmi i guess. hahaha. to pass, i muz either train or cheat. which way u think i'll choose?

eyyer. now i cant jump either. sad rite? lost my flexibility as well. jux surprisgly can do inclined pull-ups okkay. weirdd.

anw.. so, do i sense the UrGeNcY? lols. now im thinkg. heys, therex tmr! SEEE? procrastinator at wrk aggain. but really tired this time round. promise i'll mugg durg breaks and durg the 2.15-5.15pm time. yuck the mk-up lects. think may skip them and go hm when lib closes. crapp mk-up lects.

eHh. realize there's magic tmr lehhs. haiyO. kae. muz go la.. cos got to watch eps3 and 4. wonderful!!! wat abt my plans to mugg? *scratches head* arghh. but i will zao at arnd 5.15pm, say go mkup lect. waHahA. den i'll think again, shld i go?

wateva it is. tmr nite. i will staunchly not go online.

i will not watch tv frm 7-8pm, bathe, then watch frm 9-10pm.

yepps. get down to wrk, gal.

chun))*

wo yuan bian cheng, tong hua li, ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai shuang shou, bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni...

wo zhi dao, ni he ni de nan hai you duo me de tian mi, suo yi wo, zhi jing jing shou zhe ni...

wo gei ni zui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai, bu yao yi zhang shuang ren chuan zhong jian ge zhe yi pian hai...

bu yao zai rang, ni men de ai, shu gei le shi jian..

feng ting le you chui, wo hu ran xiang qi shui.. tian liang le you hei, wo guo le hao ji sui...

chuan yue qian nian de shang tong, zhi wei qiu yi ge jie guo. ni liu xia de lun kuo zhi yin wo, hei ye zhong bu ji mo...

duo xi wang yong yuan geng zhe ni de xiao lian, xiang bu tui se de yong yuan..

ba ai fang kai, ba shou fang kai, ru guo ni de xin yi bu zai...


chunn))*

[#25]
lo.
didn't go watch xiao pin comp prelims today.. siann.. how am i sposed to go find tt place.. haii.. xh had diarrhoea.. choccy, gt well soon okkie? =) anw, hope they did well and will receive gd news of gettg in2 finals! and will jiayOou jiayOoOu and jiAyOoUx for the finals! we muz get our gold okkay?? da jia yao chin uP! ((:
this morning went wif leo club to help out for the tsunami victims.. some mercy relief thing. (: had fers leo meetg ytd at lt4.. learnt the leo song and the chorus haf some hand-signs.. interesting! haha..i like hand signs. mmmx! jun gonna learn sign lang! frm wat i know, tingxuan aso did, rite? haha.. i wan to learn too! kkay, and fers time did a leo activity~ haha.. it was soo early. woke up at 7am super reluctantly... met up wif lingshan, ly and alyssa... then we reached kovan at 8.50+.. early! haah.. ltr one we went to this abandoned schh which is chged into a station for mercy relief to pack stuff for tsunami victims.. the 4 of us helped to pack 7 items- a pen, a pair of scissors, a sharpener, a pack of pencils, glue, ruler, eraser, into pencil cases, which came in orange,yellow,blue,purple.. orange n yellow were bigger, so easier to stuff the long pencils in.. blue and purple smaller, so after a lonng time, gt quite pek cek abt stuffg those pencils in.. anw, the erasers were so cute! haha.. glues too =b.. tong nian arhhs tong niann. hee.. the sky-blue scissors were so nice! hee.. the stencils of the rulers as well.. haha.. there were so many colours.. ttx gdd.. for children marhhs. ((:.. hope they will be elated wif these stationary! we were sayg, hope they'll exchange wif each other for the various colours of pencils, sharperners, glues, rulers.... hrmms.. got rather sick of seeing all those colours ltr on. heh.. did tt for over 2hrs i think.. then i went to help lingshan n ly *who'd gone to help wif other stuff* to pack skippg ropes, after the pencil cases ran out, and other ppl had taken charge of tt station.. had lunch at arnd 1++, and went hM..at least i did sth meaningful today. instead of stayg at hm slackg, eatg, watchg tv.. ((:
arnd 7++ lerx.. they shld haf the results le ba? prayy we got in! arhhs. mei wen ti dex! xiju xiju, jiayOou!
anw.. so crappy.. tried to look for the econs ppt slides on the matrix but cant find lehhs.. the lecturer owix say will put on matrix, and ppl tell mii really haf.. but i cant find! gt all the sciences wann.. but no econs. haiix.
yea.. gg now.. to catch last eps of ru lai shen zhaNg! den i will start mugging for econs test! yeaa.. woots.
i feel fortunate. singapore's really safe and secure.. ((:

chun))*

i hate u...
ramblings.

[#23]
hallo hallo..
did the bigfive profiling thingy~ haha.. this kinda personality test acty quite predictable barh.. look at the qns u knoe le.. wtv~ haha.. dang zuo xiao qian.. had great plans to stay in da lib to mug econs today.. butden wHAM! it came. and the cramps came along too~ so.. *cheers* plans dashed. went hm, bathed, slpt. wk up, dinner time. did the bigfive.. so.. shld go study rite? yepps. econs. theory of production. oohh. load of shit. haha.
maths test! lol. verii dumb. fers qns- GP. okkay gone. 2nd qns sigma, standard and ez.. but im owix damned careless.. didnt gt to check.. so yea. 3rd abt transformation wan. think i got abit mixed up. so mabbe whole thing goner.. den part b nvr finish.. las one functions hope i nvr screew.. but i gt luan diao abtt e range n domain. so dumb lor.. dunno wat my brain was processing.. but some ppl were zhui xin gan-ing when dey didnt haf time to DO the functions qns. which is ez de lor.. haha.. i will fail ba.. hope not single digit tho? hahx..
got d/ced. shall upload this tmr. will cont tmr and post tog. (:
rehiehie.. didn't update ytd.. was playg the sharg applications thingy wif tingg.. haha.. dunno why my 6.2 messsenger has sth 7.0 sposed to haf.. mabbe zao jiu you le but i nvr realized.. so long it satisfies the normal chattg thingy, and allows mii to add on nice emoticons.. can le.. hehe.. lalala~
i want to go watch xiaopin comp prelims tmr! arghhs. dunno if i can go.. wish i can.. going for leo de comm service (mercy relief) frm 9-1pm.. the xiaopin comp is 4-8pm.. if i go, my whole saturday is gonne... mummy wont be happy.. i need to study as well.. haii.. howhow? somehow will think of a way to persuade her let mii go.. hehe.. at some weird ulu place.. sg conference hall? how to gO? sighh.. btw, dhscO got GoLd wItH hOnOuRx for SYF!! wooohooots! well done, cO!! ((: dhscS muz jiayOu for tmr's cOmP! we MUZ get in! da jia nu li! jiayouu!! wo men nen zuo daO! *gringrin* XUE HUI JIAYOU!
was toking about ny wif jiahui today.. lollx.. daes of baiyungang'o5.. think nycs now muz be runng electiOns for comm posts?? haha.. wonderg who will run for what.. what i knoe is cheryl will def gt a post de. haha. she's a born leader! i truly think so. heh. hrmmms.. if i'd stayed, dun think i'll run... jux be a normal member.. ye nen huo de jing cai mar. haha.. dun haf any ye xin la~

empty.. feel verii empty..
ran out of wrds..
disappeared.
wall..
hrmms..
feeling lost..
suddenly rmbed tt i haven't updated lj for a long timE.. since when did i stop? shall start again tmR..
izzit true that i get happy again ezly while i'm feelg sad? guess so.. cos i make myself happy somehow? the bigfive test had some qns like that.. hrmms.. it's the positive way ba.. divert your attentions to some other things.. or rather.. a btr way, less of a shying frm problems way, will be changing your perspective of the event tt happened. convert the negativeness into positiveness..
watched hei ye cai hong's last eps jux now.. nice show.. haha.. liked the idea of [hei.ye.cai.hong].. at some point of time, when you feel that you are experiencing the darkest moments of your life.. when you feel lost in the abyss of darkness.. afraid and lonely.. there will be a miracle, a rainbow which will bring light unto you.. which will pull you out of the empty and dark hole.. if only it's really true.. love this analogy.. true.. rainbows jux seem to signify a starting, a beginning, new hope.. a fresh start.. brightening things up, spreading its warmth.. mmm.. these seven colours really seem to be able to bring new life in.. {red.orange.yellow.green.blue.indigo.purple}
i wish oldd days can be back.

-chunn))*

[#22]
HIZHIZ!!!!!
i am SO happy! hahaahaha.. manage to finish my PW PI! yippees!! loll.. jux grinning away.. lololx.. it's not the best piece of product.. nothing much to be proud of.. but still damnn happy la.. cos at least i completed something! it's not exactly undoable. rather feasible?! hehehe... don't care la.. first draft.. shall let ms tancriticize all she wants lor! muahhahahah! okkay.. jun jux said my idea very funny cos people can wrap gifts in 5 minutes for free.. mine charges $1. okkayy~ hehehe.. whatever! i did it! yay~ lalalla~ ooh.. i lurve searching for the unkymoods icons.. so cute kay.. the icons. hehe.. i can draw those moods aso actually.. haha.. but im not so it savvy.. i can draw on paper la. =P
shall say ta now den! and continue to jump around cos the rock weighing on my shoulders is gone! woots~ lol.. drag too long zai zuo jiu shi zhe yang de la =P~ procrastinatOR!! lol. ja ne!

yo..
hrmhrm.. gonna try complete PI today.. not try.. but really complete it. hehe.. haf some sort of an idea but doesn't seem very feasible? hehe.. thnks to choccy, i haf a btr idea now.. she suggested something at the QB de.. 10 minutes for $10 haircut.. yeppyepps..shld be good to fa hui rite.. but can't really think of a truly feasible de.. muz he qing he li.. logical ymy.. mmm.. aiyo.. tuo diao on 933 now.. reminds mii of kbox. heeh. sang wif ling min chris and aso wif yun sh hongz heng.. lol. the mtv chao errrx de. *pukex*
and very sad arhhs.. can't find anyone to go vjchoir concert wif mii! cos it's on a wkday- tuesday. and it's $20!! hAi. soo expensive.. and maybe haf arnd $2+ gst charge??! sigh. im soo broke~ i want the F.I.R CD!! seems so so so nice loohhx.. darned impressed by faye's vocals.. waaa.. powerful, versatile~ mei hua shuo.. haha.. somemore very pleasaant.. boohooo.. nvm i'll buy it eventually in any case. hehe.. the whole world has mp3 players.. i wish my discman's still wrkg! sigh.
i did gp article ytd! ((: had functions tuition wif kor ytd too and managed to do tutorial 11 in roughh. almost completed it fully today.. left one qns. hehe.. ooh reminds mii, still haf econs essay.. but muz settle pw first~
it's been a long time since i wrote any chapters.. i know how to continue the most recent short story but haven't gotten down to writing it proper.. think laura has given up on mii. heh.. partly lazy, partly not freee.. sighhs.. but suddenly haf the urge to write. hehe.. writing gives mii a sense of satisfaction! a pURpOsE! lol.shuo dao zhe me hao tingg. acty bei ren tong is a great feelg.. (comments).. and when you successfully spin a story out.. i lurve those sadd sadd stories.. which threaten your tear glands.. challenge your tear glands. mmmm..so.. i shall start typing again one day this wk! prob saturday? but i don't reach home by afternoons nowadays so quite impossible to settle on wkdays.. so saturday ba! (:
ehhs.. think the new show on ch8 is interesting.. jing zhong ren.. ren ge fen lie zhen!! cool. seems like will tiao zhan fann wong's acting.. sadly, i've owix somehow doubted her acting skills.. i'm biased la. hehe.. but yarr.. hopefully the show is bearable. or even nice. lol. seems extremely intriguing!!!
tata den! shall come bck to blog when i successfully type out 500 wrds. shall crap my way thruu! woohoots. crappg wan suii~

[#20]

ellox ellox~!
hrmmms.. honestly, did nth. hehe.. kay, after i blog this i will think hard for the pw PI and burn as many brain cells i can.. and seek out the econs notes and study them so i can attempt the essay qns.. well.. i will flunk the upcoming maths test! goner ba.. it will be sucky tho.. sitting there staring at those qns while they stare back at me.. not knowing how to proceed on.. that sickening gut feeling.. and everyone arnd u will be scribbling furiously~ well. hope the sigma qns will be okaybut..i think it will definitely be ultra challenging de lor. tj leh. haiix. and dont understand functions.. as for curve sketching.. the amount of confidence i haf for it is maybe not even 50%. hai. sighh. my maths will sink like anything la.. mr wong may be good but i don't understand what he's talking half the timE... ~_~"
wondering what i should start doing later.. gp articles? econs?? or mathhs? *grimace*. can ask kor to teach me functions ltr but i have a feeling i shld do it myself.. cos i haven't really bothered to do anything for maths.. the sad thing is aft going thrru curve sketching wif kor and finishing my tutorial 10 happily, i realize in the end i'm still quite shaky. haha.. okay.. one tutorial won't wrk wonders. i know.. need loads of practising.. so what now? start mugging? hmms.. i shall start off wif functions ba.. heck the bldy articles first. sigh. as for PI.. i need to conc and really rack my brain properly to find a workable trend..
watched sntgd jux now.. haha.. it was soo nice! ((: whee! first time i'm watching it..lollx.. i'm super slow.. don't haf scv and can't dl.. yepps.. so now chU is showing it! yayy! loll.. laughed n laughed when they were doing this cycling on the waves thingy.. it was xiezhi vs renfu.. and dunno why zhi's bike went very off hehe.. dunno where he cycling too aso =P... so fufu won lor.. bleahhs. watched nkf replay ytd for 5566 ytd!! was so sadd when i mized their part! hehe.. whooa~ the dance was sooo cool man~ but i think they muz be dying of heat lor.. the thick coats and the bright lights.. tskxx..
yeaa.. i shall be constructive.. and stop slacking arnd.. tho i've said this thousand of times and haf yet to done so.. except when i did my econs n maths hehe.. but i shall really do it today. yea. my next entry, i will proudly announce what i haf done! and not another sheepish well i haven't done anything i planned to.. yeayea, wrk hard wrk hard! wrk hard for myself.. i don't want to fail the midyrs nehhs.. or jux get all the Cs.. =X~ 2 yrs are very short... yep.
tata. *smilex*
_chun))*

[#19]
heyoox~
i jux changed my template.. how does it look? hehe.. gloomy ehh? but i like it lots! hee.. after changing everything i realized there was this other blogskin which was super nice as well.. but nvm.. shall use that nxt time? ((: hee.. haven't been updating for days.. wasn't in the mood for updating.. can't really remember how life had passed on.. somehow, feel more bonded to my scg.. and ttx gd.. hope scg 15/05 will be as united as supaglue as days go by! hehe..
had swimming last friday! i totally forgot how to swim le.. hehe.. it's been too long since i touched water!! dunno the strokes, dunno how to breath.. blahh.. when i'd gotten this intermediate cert.. haha.. wateva.. hope i'll improve somehow la.. hehe.. anw, i muz pia quite alot this wkend.. for nxt wed's maths test.. for the pw prelim idea thingy.. (which i haf no idea how to start.. sigh).. for gp article.. for econs.. !_!~ i'll cope.. but feeling extremely lazy.. it's the starting out part that is difficult.. really hafta push myself le..
went singing at hougang cc widx yunz.sh.heng.hongz last sunday.. it was really nice.. the familiar feeling.. ((: nothing really change even tho we haven't gathered for a loong time.. gh had some syf thingy.. just cldnt get out.. but 5 out of 7.. still okie ba.. nxt gathering we muz all be present! =) lurve singing..
haven't played bball for a loong time!! haha.. one day nxt wk i wanna go bck dhs to play bball! may not haf time to arrange in the end.. but well.. see how it goes? last fri's sports day was siannnN! haha.. super uninteresting.. but the cheerleading competition was exciting tho! haha.. see ppl thrown up and down.. quite cool.. verii sehh! haha.. beta beta!beta hse got second in everything in the end.. delta got first in all.. duhh ba.. so many delta ppl got thru in the heats lor.. haha.. nvm la.. beta gd enuff. heh.. ltr on played some ball games widx tingg n yuxuan.. ermms.. kick the ball arnd? shooting the ball into the hoop? heh. fun still. haven't touched a ball in ages. lollx.
i guess i gonna sign off soon.. wanna bathe and do wrkk.. jiayou arhhs yc.. stop slacking.. be constructive.. haiiix.

chunn.

[#18]


i'm out to spoil ppl's eyesight again!! but grey still looks nice right.. on my bloggie.. yepyep.. shan't break the grey-black-grey sequence.. haha.. read tingg's blog which was so detailed abt fri.. yepps.. made mii laugh all over again at the crap we crapped at kfc, and the zhang yao dong thingy. lol. yesh. extremely dumb. bleah.


soo.. what did i do yesterday? nothing too constructive i'm afraid. hehe.. basically bo dai zi zuo until quite late.. around 10pm plus had maths lesson wif kor. haha.. before that was talking on the phone wif sh.. the maths lesson was gd. at least cleared my doubts.. but i needa go finish the tutorial properly and see how much i absorb. lol. oh tian ah. i still have gp article, and the pw thingy haven think!!!!!!!!!!!!


as you can see.. i'd better go accomplish sth before i go out.. if not i'll reach home and have my eyes glued to the tv for 56's appearance. oh well~ hee.. and i wan shen xianglong's album!! and F.I.R's too!!!!!! ahhhHHhH!!!

tata.

[#17]


yoyoxx.. feeling tired..! bushed out even though i haven't been doing a lot?? haha.. tired till i don't feel like blogging. don't feel like typing.. hmm.. btw went to bedok kfc wif tingg and yuxuan today.. fun.. cos yuxuan's very friendly? kae la.. he makes ppl feel comfortable cos talking crap is a sorta universal thing. ((:. lol. and yepps.. laugh too much. hee.. then met up wif eve! so sad.. the f woman sale was over.. and the tank top she wanted didnt have the right size.. and the belt she wanted was gone as well!!! awww.. but bought her birthday prezzie *finally! =b* heh.. ooh.. muz rmb to pass her the other part of the prezz as well..


read through my autograph book on wed and teared. ahaha.. emotional yc floods again!! well.. i jux felt really loved. lol. miz 4L. sometimes.. i wish things will stay the same foreverr.. and i don't understand.. can't understand how people can change so quickly in such a short span of time. but life goes on as we meet with changes.. we will jux have to go with the flow and embrace them and get through each day.. i need more purpose.. more drive!! hah. tj's mission. passion. purpose. drive. hey. reminds mii. still dunno the college song. =P i know ny's! ok.. let's not start. an 05A5 outing died prematurely.. sighhs.. wanna see all of them again!!! arghh. was glad to see jingyi put 'summer sunshine' in her nick. shows somehow she's fitting better there? was sad when kokai said summer sunshine was a stupid dance.. maybe she was sorta kidding.. but still felt a tinge of.. sadness? heard summer sunshine playing in one of the shops in heeren today. made mii jump and feel happy. =) nvm.. we will have an outg. YESH, we will!! and dreamt of afew of them last night. heh. made new frenx in my scg.. and xiaoqi knows priyanka!! arhhh!!! ((: ((:


start each day with a positive thought! (:


it's nice to go home with ly. haha.. i forgot which day.. but was happily being crazy with her while we waited and waited for the idiotic bus number 12 to come. heh. it's great to be hyper. lol. i'll strive to be more hyper in school! and also to do my tutorials!! =X gotta write essay nxt monday! hahah.. i'm definitely getting rusty. sighh. and lep is damn tough. it will be almost impossible to get an A!! but i muz!!! yea. muZz. at least for A lvls. MUZ. so muz wrk hard! made the right choice about taking 3 subjs. maths is a handful already.. econs make you go terribly gong at times *esp the econs tutorial ytd!!! arghh*.. and lep is definitely toughh.. demanding.


and.. looking forward to sunday!!! can see yun, hongz, sh (altho this one can see almoz everyday but nvr tok alot), shiheng, just again! ((; and we gonna SING! yay.

[#16]


this won't be too long an entry.. lolll~ haha.. school days are alright i guess.. it's jux that i don't really look forward to school now? cos it's gonna jux be another mundane day whereby i will be proned to doze off, and whereby i will stone for 3/4s of the day.. well.. it's not that my scg isn't nice la.. i think scg15 is pretty okay.. plus have kaiying marhhs.. but.. erhh. okay.. got to really know all their names today.. but i don't feel very on or exceptionally hyper enough to go round really mixing arnd.. more inclined to jux sit with kaiying and see the world spin in front of mii... soo... what am i talking about? i guess i'm getting more laid back.. less involved.. alrigght.. don't really care as muchh.. about making a point to get to know everyone.. but it may be jux becos i haven't really settled in.. as days get by.. i prob will get more high ba.. hopefully? but going to sch has ceased to be enjoyable? i dunno.. to be fair, tj really isn't that bad. i don't know why i'm always feeling tired. extremely siann. sighh.. i need to start mugging.. heyys, serious. hehe.. tj lib is filled with people doing WORK. omgg. hahaha.. why is the whole world mugging when i'm still not doing really constructive stuff? i'd better start mann hehe.. btw, tj lib is nice (:


I WANT TO GO bAnGkOk!!! seriously!!!! why is it the lep camp CLASHES with this bangkok trip!!! WO DE DI YU!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhHH!!!!!!!! sigh. but yea.. i really wished to go.. besides the fact i want to take the plane for the very first time in my life, and the fact that i want to explore a new land, the company really counts A LOT. going overseas with friends is definitely very fun... malacca trip was reallly enjoyable.. and imagine.. that was only 2 days 1 night. this bangkok trip is 5 days 4 nights. wo de idiotic dumbotic di yu. sigh. i MISSSSS dhs. MISSSSSS xuehui times. MISSSSSS 4L. okay.. yar.. like yun said.. can be a gd get-together for us as well... haven't met up at all these 3 months lehhs.. not all of us met up... if only can go the tirp.. oh man. i want to make up for the lost time. sigh.


realize alot of ex-nyjcians [1st3mths] are in tj now! hahaha.. saw quite a lot.. yeaa.. ny alot of 2nd intkers... hope everyone's doing well arhhhs!!! hai. that time i was very happy and jumped arnd.. becos i saw TWO NYJCIANS in tj!!! hehee! i sort of recog them.. j2s.. lol.. wonderg why they come lehhs. feel like going up and say i was frm NY!! haha.. but they sure go "diong" and think i'm siaoo. kie whatever! hehe!


i'm getting more and more fiery these days. tsktsk. ever since this yr? tsk! hahaha.. suddenly thinking.. maybe it's due to min's influence.. partly??!!! i dunnno!!! ahaaha.. lalala~ kiiee.. i shall log off!


OH MAN!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO SWITCH OFF THE RADiO. andy hui (xu zhi an) is singing AN JING noww on 93.3FM. omgg.. IT's like CHAO JI NAN TING!!!!!! ARGHHHH! pollllllution!! sucks sucks sucks! jay chou is du yi wu er okieee!! ewkk.