i'm feeling grumpy.

i need my dinner! *stomach rumbles*

low on sugar.

econs tutorial was quite alright, tutor was quite nice and he didn't go round forcing people to answer questions and participate, so there was no stress. could still understand what was going on. felt like dozing off during hist lect though.

coffeclub xpress is so so so so ex. their sandwiches are damn expensive. the cheapest one is like 3.25 and it's a veggie one. bleargh. but realised there's this stuffed bread with quite a lot of things inside like ham, mushroom(?- i have a bad memory), mozarella cheese and it cost arnd 3bucks+ too. needless to say, coffees and teas were ex too. didn't have much of a choice cos lecture was starting soon so i bought the cheapest thing on the menu- raisin scone. not bad cos it was heated up:).

kiee. my dinner is calling out to meeeee~

I WANT TO EAT CHILLI CRAB. (expensive cravings).

jaa~

booo.

feeling tiredd. legs are jellydified._.". my bones are getting real old! should get down to doing more exercise. yar. should. anyone game fr badminton? haha. i should really get my ball sense back=b. have this bad habit hv getting real rusty whenever i stop playing a certain sport. when hv i been sporty anyhow. lol.

1) floorball- i like it:). but i like to slap pple's legs with the stick too and go into a frenzy trying to get the ball.
2) basketball- stopped playing since sec2? still shot aimlessly at the hoop sometimes but nvr really played a game since then.
3) volleyball- i learnt to set but i still tend to volley the ball the wrong way, with the ball only coming in contact with the side of one hand. spike? err.
4) badminton- i can hit the AIR with the racket and miss the shuttlecock if i'm rusty.
5) swimming- swimming the the water is quite nice, but i don't wearing the unflattering swimsuit and washing up after being soaked in chlorine.
6) table tennis- the pingpong ball can go bouncing twice as it crosses the net = foul, at times.

etcetc..

was feeling pretty dead during tuition this morning.. had this urge to fall asleep.. kept yawning nonstop during the english lesson and tried to look as awake as i could while teaching them. sighh. really hate the time and the rate sometimes. mum keeps on ranting about me being underpaid. what can i do? still got to teach till they finish their end of year exams. and i'll feel guilty about giving up teaching my p2 girl. i don't really mind dropping her cousin and the other student actually. shall seek for other tuition jobs at end of the year ba. should pick up sec sch e math again.

after tuition was preparation for sher's surprise farewell party. our plan was to hold this high tea at pasir ris park. then it started pouring while ky vann yx were buying the food and deco stuff at WS. how lucky~ decided that we could chg the venue to my block's void deck! ha ha. seems like some illegal gathering.. normal activities at void decks include malay weddings or chinese funerals... but certainly not some er party? they came to my house to prepare the ribena, cut up the food, blow up balloons etcetc. mum fed them with the bak kut + lotus + black beans soup and rice. they stared in awe at my bed (which is actually 3 single beds combined together) and the mess in my studyroom (i had 2005 promotional exams timetable pinned to this cork board near my comp). afterwards, lazy bums (vann and ky) were all for the void deck idea even after the rain stopped, but we decided it was too weird and where were we supposed to hang the balloons and other decorations? so we trudged down to pasir ris park from the park connector opp town park (it was a pretty damn long way with the weight of the various stuff hanging down from our hands). on our way there, our nice sher called ky and said she didn't feel like coming to the alleged 1505 outing. (that's what we told her we were having that afternoon.) heartless sher was feeling sian about dragging her feet down to pasir ris as she had to settle some stuff before flying off to china. ky came up with some excuse about having to use the class funds she was still holding onto.. we were preparing to slaughter her if she really decided not to appear.

walked back alone to WS after i crossed the bridge as yinghui had reached. so i was in charge of ferrying the others who were meeting at the mrt station to the park. bought 2 packets of ice with yh at ntuc. the bags of ice were damn cold. met the others at the station and we began our long journey to the prp pavilion.

we settled down at a bbq pit and a number of our nicely pumped up balloons burst!! vann and ky had arranged the mamee and cheezels to form GU, and i added a BB (for byebye) with the wang wang rice crackers:). and after much trouble (alright yours truly here gave her the wrong directions), sher finally came! gu sher didn't see the BB GU until we pointedly told her to look at the tidbits carefully. and it dawned on her it was her farewell party with the presents and the balloons=). hoho.

sighh. so unfit me felt tired after the long day. i guess i just need some sleep.

jaaaa fr now then!

HEYA~

at whitesands now,top level near popular bookstore, sitting on the blue seats. lappie's batt is depleting!! haha but that was my plan. so that i can charge it ltr.

typing on lappie now=)). using wireless@sg.

jaa fr now!

我了解。

真的。

個屁﹗

*哀嘆*

一頭霧水~

其實﹐自己也是笨了點﹐以為那個網站既然會提供四庫的經史子集內的所有原文﹐也會理所當然的提供譯文。

找到可以看得懂得東西了﹗

子部的兵家 - 三十六計。

" 六六三十六，数中有术，术中有数。阴阳燮理，机在其中。机不可设，设则不中。

○第一套〖胜战计〗
第01计 瞒天过海 备周则意怠，常见则不疑。阴在阳之内，不在阳之对。太阳，太阴。
第02计 围魏救赵 共敌不如分敌，敌阳不如敌阴。
第03计 借刀杀人 敌已明，友未定，引友杀敌。不自出力，以《损》推演。
第04计 以逸待劳 困敌之势，不以战。损刚益柔。
第05计 趁火打劫 敌之害大，就势取利，刚决柔也。
第06计 声东击西 敌志乱萃，不虞。坤下兑上之象，利其不自主而取之。

○第二套〖敌战计〗
第07计 无中生有 诳也，非诳也，实其所诳也。少阴、太阴、太阳。
第08计 暗渡陈仓 示之以动，利其静而有主，“益动而巽”。
第09计 隔岸观火 阳乖序乱，阴以待逆。暴戾恣睢，其势自毙。顺以动豫，豫顺以动。
第10计 笑里藏刀 信而安之，阴以图之。备而后动，勿使有变。刚中柔外也。
第11计 李代桃僵 势必有损，损阴以益阳。
第12计 顺手牵羊 微隙在所必乘，微利在所必得。少阴，少阳。

○第三套〖攻战计〗
第13计 打草惊蛇 疑以叩实，察而后动。复者，阴之媒也。
第14计 借尸还魂 有用者，不可借；不能用者，求借。借不能用者而用之。匪我求童蒙，童蒙求我。
第15计 调虎离山 待天以困之，用人以诱之，往蹇来返。
第16计 欲擒姑纵 逼则反兵，走则减势。紧随勿迫，累其气力，消其斗志，散而后擒，兵不血刃。需，有孚，光。
第17计 抛砖引玉 类以诱之，击蒙也。
第18计 擒贼擒王 摧其坚，夺其魁，以解其体。龙战于野，其道穷也。

○第四套〖混战计〗
第19计 釜底抽薪 不敌其力，而消其势，兑下乾上之象。
第20计 混水摸鱼 乘其阴乱，利其弱而无主。随，以向晦入宴息。
第21计 金蝉脱壳 存其形，完其势；友不疑，敌不动。巽而止蛊。
第22计 关门捉贼 小敌困之。剥，不利有攸往。
第23计 远交近攻 形禁势格，利从近取，害以远隔。上火下泽。
第24计 假道伐虢 两大之间，敌胁以从，我假以势。困，有言不信。

○第五套〖并战计〗
第25计 偷梁换柱 频更其阵，抽其劲旅，待其自败，而后乘之。曳其轮也。
第26计 指桑骂槐 大凌小者，警以诱之。刚中而应，行险而顺。
第27计 假痴不癫 宁伪作不知不为，不伪作假知妄为。静不露机，云雷屯也。
第28计 上屋抽梯 假之以便，唆之使前，断其援应，陷之死地。遇毒，位不当也。
第29计 树上开花 借局布势，力小势大。鸿渐于陆，其羽可以为仪也。
第30计 反客为主 乘隙插足，扼其主机，渐之进也。

○第六套〖败战计〗
第31计 美人计 兵强者，攻其将；将智者，伐其情。将弱兵颓，其势自萎。利用御寇，顺相保也。
第32计 空城计 虚者虚之，疑中生疑。刚柔之际，奇而复奇。
第33计 反间计 疑中之疑。比之自内，不自失也。
第34计 苦肉计 人不自害，受害必真。假真真假，间以得行。童蒙之吉，顺以巽也。
第35计 连环计 将多兵众，不可以敌，使其自累，以杀其势。在师中吉，承天宠也。
第36计 走为上 全师避敌。左次无咎，未失常也。

2001.03.26尹小林整理
-http://www.guoxue.com/gxzi/36j/36j.htm "

O_O.

boo!





























































































































first picture shows my new lappie case! it's green. omg. i can't believe i'm seeing this green all over again. in order to emphasise the shade, i decided to tk a photo of it with the other green stuff i have, which includes a cute tortoise pouch and a shrek hairband. lappie case is the courtesy of my very nice brother. it fits my lappie perfectly. having mixed feelings have ambivalent feelings about the lappie case. (decided to use a cheem-er expression in a bid to show that i've absorbed the cheemilogy essence of the sociology course book)

N (no i shan't use it!): It's a duck shit green!
Y (yes i shall!): It's a colour no one else will use. Most will go fr the camouflagey black.
Y: Stingy yc who is on a saving spree can save seventeen bucks.
Y: It is quite a good quality case.

*

second picture is the photo we took with our chops. obviously mine is the yellow star=). and next few photos were me trying to be artistic with the newly acquired chop, new hp accessory (blue star) and my bag.

*






















terrapin: (hugging bolster) ZzzzZzz.. mmmmm..

*

overwhelmed by the forum postings for the various mods on ivle. helppp. i hope that the nice people who do the postings can increase their font sizes for CH and CL. reading chunks of chinese characters in minuscule writing is tortuous for my eyes. and furthermore i can't make sense and connection out of all those words. *squeaks* SC's threads are equally baffling. but at least i could still understand a littttle bit on e topic regarding the coursebook content. i want my textbooks!

rusty brain, wake upp!

*

watched abit of 我猜 just now. the guess question was 哪個少男系女生最受男大學生的歡迎? haha those girls were really vvv 帥. and one of the girls was totally a 美女 after the 變裝. obviously she won. somehow, taiwanese variety shows are always entertaining, 90% of the time, unlike local ones. local variety shows have always been quite bad, and now the tv series are going downhill. taiwanese variety shows have this 魔力/魅力. i sit down to watch 周日八點黨 almost every sat. although sometimes it can get repetitive or 無聊, but my butt just gets glued to the seat. and recently there's this new 單元, thereby artistes or some random pple will bring their dogs to undergo this 考驗 in order to win 一萬台幣. the dog will hv to sit in the middle of a train track and not move out of the circle platform whilst five different types of objects pass by it on a clockwork train. objects include noisy/moving toys, food (dog food and other delish stuff like roast pig and roast duck and whatnots), loud hailer (which is usually their 絕招 cos the dogs will normally get irritated by the loud persistent voice which goes: "小白~ 小白。。。"). the small dogs are usually less likely to sit through the various 誘惑s and not bounce off the platform, whilst larger dogs are more stable. it's a cute 單元 cos you get to see all the irresistibly adorable canines! awwww. there were golden retrievers, white malteases (hw to spell?._."), schnauzers, chihuahuas, sheepdogs with hair all over their eyes... ... aww. i love dogs.

*

tomorrow (today) is monday! my off day! hope all goes well for tutorial balloting~ don't feel like doing troublesome swaps and blahblah nonsense.

jaa ne~

雨天﹔聽傷感的歌似乎最貼切。

雨天﹔聽特煽情的情歌仿彿最恰當。

雨天﹔總給人許多自我陶醉及沉溺的理由。

雨天﹔使人多愁善感﹐令人容易脆弱的陷入深淵。

雨天﹔冰涼涼的天氣﹐手也冰冰的﹐冰涼直滲透入心房。

至少﹐我是這麼認為。

*

最近 - 李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦

下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

*

好朋友 - 罗志祥

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

*

最熟悉的陌生人 - 萧亚轩

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白

我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

*

过火 - 张信哲

是否对你承诺了太多.
还是我原本给的就不够.
你始终有千万种理由.
我一直都跟随你的感受.让你疯.
让你去放纵.
以为你.
有天会感动.
关于流言我装做无动于 衷.

只到所有的梦已破碎.
才看见你的眼泪和后悔.
我是多想再给你机会.
多想问你究竟爱谁.既然爱.
难分是非.
就别逃避.
勇敢面对.
给了他的心.
你是否能 够.
要得回.

怎么忍心怪你.
犯了错.
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞.
才会陷如感情旋涡.
怎么忍心让你受折磨.
是我给你自由过了火.

如果你想飞.

伤痛我 背.

*

心雨 - 周杰伦

上梢的黑月牙
白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她
这里像幅画

去年的圣诞卡
记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她
我还在装傻

说好为我跑挖草
学习摆弄它
学生宿舍空荡荡的角
守着电话却等不到她

心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差

心里的雨倾盆的下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的鲜花

*

左边 - 杨丞琳

总是忍不住寂寞掉下
眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天
随时
都可能
被阴狸收回

等待
有机会最坏也最
甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为
太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜

伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深
爱你的我
相信你
会了解

总在
埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛
向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对

结果
有可能最美
也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许
太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回

我一直相信
总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远
却会实现
心在同一边就能够听见
你说的那句
我爱你

*

你很爱他 - F.I.R

当你决定
你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由

有好几次
我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用
就当作是寂寞
因為我能明白
他的温柔
对你是种解脱
就坦白告诉我
誰是你的最爱

其实你很爱他
对我的惩罚
说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你说爱我

其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗
其实你很想他
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他

*

booo.

attended 3 lectures out of my 5 for this week. all lectures end 15 minutes earlier:). i like that.

felt weird attending lectures again. okay. this is a signal that i've really begun school life again!!! haha. SSA2204 lecture was pretty interesting, but we have TWO class tests before the final exam. there are no proper "lecture notes" so i guess it's a lot of reading up on own in order to be armed with enough info and knowledge fr those tests and exam. that's what i've gotten myself into! arts subjects are like that i guess. there's a lot of independent learning stuff. didn't really feel sleepy throughout the lecture. CH1101E was pretty intimidating with all the weird texts and books which we've not heard of.. hoho.. SC1101E made me feel a bit sleepy actually.. but sociology really doesn't seem what i thought it was.

back to the momentum of a student's life. hoho. the library will be my best friend again.

*

tried to do a number of things on tue, but failed.

1) The computer centre's thinklab door refused to open! until we realised that you need to tap your matric card to gain access

2) Couldn't print lecture slides in the thinklab! realised we didn't have cashcards.

3) Still couldn't print lecture slides! cheers ran out of cashcards.

but nvm. we did manage to

1) Find our way to the UCC's musuem's celdadon room
2) Get ky's tertiary ezlink

*

newyork newyork's carbonara rocks=). all 4 of us LOVEEE it.

sighhh. but our dearest gu broke some good/bad news to us in the middle of the meal. she's leaving for nanjing university end of the month. kind of expecting it cos was quite sure she would get a place there, but somehow it didn't dawn on me that september is just 16 days away. =//. she'll be away from singapore, studying alone overseas in china!! boohooooooo....

*

mugger life mugger life mugger life!!! eeeee. so not looking forward to my mugger life. i still want some entertainment and some social life. sighhh. i need to meet neww people too!! don't think i will hv much of a social life again.

got to go get some sleeeeep.

zzZzzz.

jaaa~

heyyy.

went to trim grassy hair ytd, fringe looks kinda weird. nvmm, glad i've gotten rid of the thick masses of hair at the back:). hair feels lighter~ hair will grow, so i'll get over it. it's kinda contradicting eh. people like me who have very thick bangs of hair will feel frustrated with having so much hair, whilst people with thinner hair would think otherwise. for me, my thick hair = dry = grassy = messy = rough. =/. but i've been dropping more hair recently! helppp.

saw this guy on the mrt wearing a purple shirt and green shorts. ya these 2 shades of purple and green. i thought he was very brave. i'm okay with adventurous colour combinations like yellow and purple, orange and blue, purple and gray, brown and pink, orange and green, aqua and silver. but purple and green is really a bit weirdd.

-

was at chinatown's 珍珠大廈 when i saw this family of 4. the dad was bringing his daughter to buy some tidbits whilst the son stayed with the mom at some 美容店.

Daughter: Daddy, I want to buy yan-yan biscuits.
Dad: Huh? What yan-yan?
Daughter: That yan-yan I like lor.
Dad: Hm. Does it have the 魷魚 smell?
Daughter: ???
Dad: You know, it is like those have one big piece, or a packet with a lot of small strips de.
Daughter: No no.. Have chocolate dip de.
Dad: !!!??

felt like going up to tell the father, hey, yan-yan is a type of biscuit.

i love yan-yan. especially the chocolate dip one=). should try the cheese dip someday. hoho.

-

it was around 6plus on my way home and the train was pretty squeezey. was standing at the space between the 2 rows of seats. didn't have a handlebar to hold onto, so tried hard to keep my balance. and there was this guy who hogged the space of three handlebars. i don't know how he did it. but he did it anyway, with one hand on a handlebar, another holding his hp playing some stupid game, his right ankle crossed over his left one. and his elbow was like at my face.

don't like inconsiderate people on public transport.

still remember getting irritated by people who refused to inch in a bit further when they board on packed buses. passengers at the front get squashed like packed sardines, but it's like a picnic at the back of the bus with the large spaces in between people. and these people more than often are students. so i guess students have bad reputation though it's not always their fault. i still remember being jostled about on the bus when i travel from tanah merah to tj, and getting tsk-ed at by aunties. they are really rather scary. these aunties they squeeze onto the bus and push their way through and shout at the poor students who are already trying their best to utilize every centimetre square of the bus.

-

<<不能說的 . 秘密>> is nice=)). i do like the plot and concept but still don't really agree with the ending. haha. feel that that is a loophole but maybe it's cos i didn't get it. and i think the casting was good. i liked the 斗琴 scene. ahha when the scene turned from focusing on jay's face to the keys of the piano, to the insides of the piano and then towards the opposite piano and up to the senior student jay was challenging. 黃秋生 was such a nice dad in the movie. haha.. strumming on the guitar and trying to cheer jay up when he saw that jay was unhappy. and the dance. haha.

-

school's starting tmr for me.

**

heyyy.

wanted to blog but not in the mood le.

=//.

yc!!!!!!

you've got to MUG HARD. MUG VERY VERY HARD.

and stop being such a weakling!

aja aja!!

you can't regret. you don't regret. yes. yes.

i think my past nightmares are revisiting me.

boo.

bahh.

waves of depression and nausea are washing over me. it's a natural body reaction so don't worry, i'm not a) contemplating suicide b) pregnant c) going crazy. hai. and my comp chooses to piss me off when i'm in this state of mind by being deliberately retarded.

okay. i admit i'm just irritable.

everything looks and feels bleak now.

at this kind of juncture, one should try to drag one's self out of the self-pitying mud and stop moaning and whining. or one should close the browser window and stop typing nonsense into the space called new post on one's blog and pack off to bed. tomorrow will be a brand new day with new optimistic beginnings.

alright. i shall count my blessings.

1) i am currently a healthy girl with no serious/ death-threatening ailments.
2) i have my parents and 3 elder siblings who love me.
3) my home is happy and stable now.
4) i have material comforts.
5) i have great friends whom i know that i can depend on.
6) i have a chance to further my studies.

... ...

blessings are after all, uncountable nouns=).

they don't always exist as tangible items that can be listed out and ticked off with a checklist right?

mmmhmms.

nvm. what's most important is that i know i am blessed.

(:.

*

boo.

grrr. tried to set up nus dialup on lappie with bro's help but it didn't work. instructions were simple but the shortcut just refused to appear under the network connections folder. *sob* could it because lappie is using windows vista but the nus dialup is designed fr windows 2k/XP? =//. i think i must find out whether what i'm guessing is true. if it is true, and there is no other way to set up a nus dialup on lappie, i will continue with the starhub infinity plan, and try setting up starhub dialup on lappie. best is that there is a way to set up the nus dialup (it's free anw), then i will terminate the starhub infinity plan.

i wish i have broadband/wireless.

bleargh. i feel so helpless again.

*

so i decided to go draw up a nice optimistic timetable again. i got the SS module (nation building in Singapore) i bidded for eventually, getting back 75 pathetic points =/. sch's starting next week. ohh. and i've regretted agreeing to go for this birthday party at tamp east cc mac (my centre's p5 kid's birthday) this sat. sigh. got to rack brains about the present and err prepare to feel rather awkward erm attending my first ever macdonalds' birthday party. mmm.








how does it look?:).

hello hello.

feeling more and more stressed out by the bidding. more people are retracting their bids, but next minute bid is going higher and higher. should i reduce my bid? omg i hope the next minute bid doesn't go up to 400 and above. (currently it's 291. before i refreshed it was 251. last night 11plus it was 161. this morning 8plus it was 170. 10plus it was 202. you get the picture.)

5 more minutes to closure of open bidding. wth.

2 more minutes.

next minute bid is 297 (whilst number of bidders stays unmoved at 365)

1 more minute.

next minute bid is 301 (number of bidders 364)

open bidding has stopped.

*ARGHH!*

*抓狂*

this is really stupid.

okkay. i'd rather not get this SS and get my 400 points back. then maybe at round 2B i will find a cold GEM/SS and MAKE DO WITH IT. let's say i waste 399points on this SS, nxt sem i will face the same problem again with trying to bid for one freaking GEM/SS with one more pathetic point. in this way i'll never get richer in the general account. wth. and i've GOT to bid for a GEM/SS. i can't go bid for breadth mods. bidding for UE seems risky cos i might want a minor instead.

*

i shall just switch off my darned computer and carry on enjoying DBY on my lappie once it's done with charging.

i charged it overnight ytd but when i switched it on, the battery life was 100% but yet only for 2h++. yt's was 4h+.

._."

so i watched 2 plus episodes of DBY (it was amazingly smooth hurrayy! glad my comp's dvd player didn't spoil the disc) and the lappie 休克-ed.

*

there are lots of other things for me to do in life.

like
A) Clean out the rubbish in my freaking drawers
B) Staring at my terrapin for entertainment
C) Finish the book
D) Record expenditure
E) Watch DBY
F) Do something constructive

...

***

i have a strong feeling i just did something rather dumb.

nvmm it's alright. it's not like it is irreversible.

HAHAHA.

but my 400 points really looks meagre compared to the 2281 points.

it is ALRIGHT. *pats myself*

miracles do happen.

*prays very hard*

anyway if bids shoot up to even more astronomical amounts, i can always drop it.

lalala.

*

and there is always round 2B.

*

lappie's home! charging it overnight tdy=). gonna fiddle arnd with it tmr:).

psssttt. wish i have wireless connection at home.

**

boo.

my terrapin is growing bigger and bigger~

but it's still as dan xiao as ever.

increased the water level in the basin it swims and sleeps and plays in, and it got flustered.

my dear xiaowugui, just stretch your paws out a little bit more, you will be able to touch the bottom of the basin with your fingertips le ma. or you can climb up the pebble slide or rest at the top of the cave. what for struggle and swim towards the circular sides of the basin? *tskk*

okkay. it has heeded my advice and has clambered onto the top of the cave.

tried to bond with it just now, so i put my fingers near the basin. normally it will recoil or swim away, but today it swam towards me! haaaa. then it felt trapped between the cave and my finger, so it put one paw up. then it decided against it and swam away in the opposite direction. then it came again to butt its head against my finger.

xiaowugui: GO AWAY!!
me: =P.
xiaowugui: >(. *swims away*

*

was checking into nusmail and read some interesting articles on that nu ss u newsletter. one was on the myths of nus, another about fass's new canteen (the new deck).

haha just saw this paragraph in one of the articles regarding uniforms:

"Because of such similarity, colour becomes a very important aspect of a junior college uniform. You can look good in some without even trying, or you can alter your uniform forever, and still not looking good enough. With reference to Temasek Junior College's dull green uniform, National Junior College's slate grey uniform, and Serangoon Junior College's beige and brown uniform, you will probably understand what I mean."

aww..

*

i hate GEMs/SS!

i hate refreshing that page.

ahhh.

sian.

anyway my new lappie is available for collection! yoohoo=).

**


booooohoo. may i get my sg soc if i really decide to bid for it tonight. *squeaks*

離開地球表面 - 五月天

丢掉手表丢外套
丢掉背包再丢唠叨
丢掉电视丢电脑
丢掉大脑再丢烦恼
冲啥大冲啥小
冲啥都有人唱反调
恨得多爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高把地球甩掉

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要
委屈自己一秒
我甩掉地球地球甩掉
只要越跳越高

野心大胆子小
跳舞还要靠别人教
恨得多爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高把地球甩掉

come on

boo.

bidding results were out early ytd. i got all modules i bidded for.

-CH1101E
-CL1101E
-EC1101E
-SC1101E

i want to thank all those good souls who bidded sooo many pts for CH and CL (when everyone who can make connections between numbers can see that no. of vacancies > no. of bidders), and thank all those people who made my heart pump a little faster (and thus sending more blood rushing to my tiny brain) when the bids and no of bidders soci lecture group i was bidding for suddenly kept increasing.

nevertheless, ultimately, i still got them. hoho.

for now, i'm just sick of the bidding/timetabling business and shall think about GEMs/SS some other day.

*

wondering what kind of people i'll met in varsity. and wondering where i will meet a new bunch of friends. and wondering if i will make a new bunch of friends. wondering if i will make a new group of closely-knitted friends.

just wondering.

at different stages of school life, i've met so many people, made so many friends, be it acquaintances or friends bonded to me for life. is it true that as we get older, people will grow to be more complex, and so friendships cease to be as true/innocent/strong? as we progress from each stage of our lives, how many groups of friends have we "brought over" from the previous stage to the new stage?

not many i suppose. cos human relationships are fragile.

but of cos, i still love all my dear friends who've been through so many years of my school life=DD.

*

jaa fr now.

“ 那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……

　　可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。


　　一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”


　　天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。


　　幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。


　　轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。


　　蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。


　　第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。


　　上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。


　　上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”

有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖”


-- 這個故事摘自<<大頭芬的日記>>

heya.

shld wake arnd 830am tmr and reconsider options once more.

shld i tk up 4 exposures for sem1, i will be facing 4 impt exams. bleargh=X. i gotta to work hard and slog my guts out. mugggg.

tking up 4 exposures is due to the protection policy new students are given for their faculty modules. GEMs and SS are excluded apparently. so will hv to dig up GEM/SS (only 400 meagre points to go round) shld i not fill it up with the exposure mods.

4 exposures in consideration-CH,CL,EC, SC(sociology).

CH, CL: shld be able to cope. but afraid that things will really be very diff from lep thereby curriculum's pretty dead.

EC: close to zero confidence

SC: unsure. many essays = !!!

*

let's see how it goes tmr... ...