BOO!

boOooo~

had an unpleasant encounter with a taxi again while crossing the road. the other time i was crossing the road when this taxi made a sharp turn on my left, cutting in front of me. hey i know that even if the green man is flashing, cars can make turns from the side, but can you pls open your eyes wide before deciding to turn? ytd, i was crossing the road legally again (although i often jaywalk) when this taxi who made a turn honked at me impatiently twice and zoomed past, narrowly behind me. >(. so what if you are driving a car while i'm walking on two legs? so what if you are in a vehicle made up of 破爛鐵 while i'm a human with flesh and blood and i will lose out in the end (hey but there're always compensation fees xP)? that day my mum was just telling me about this freak accident when a car lost control and swerved into one of the McDonald's drivethru and slammed into a person, and the impact was so huge that it caused a clean break in the person's leg. it was a pretty gory scene as the person was in acute pain and could only shout and scream in anguish without actually registering what had happened. =S. i think the onlookers will never ever forget this scene. =//.

after that incident with the taxi i shot death glares at the back of the taxi (like it was of use =.=), and i met with two ahlians sitting on the top of the short wall between the traffic junction and whitesands. maybe my gaze lingered on them fr a bit too long, so they got pissed and started shouting at my back.

ahlian: BANG!
me: ? (but i didn't turn back)
ahlian: BANG BANG!
me: ! (walk a bit faster)
ahlian: Hey you, muddy girl!!
me: (imagination runs wild which involved the ahlians running after me, grabbing my hair, slapping me, questioning me in highpitched voices, "看什麼看﹗".. so i quickened my footsteps twds the mrt station. then i felt insulted/indignant/pissed cos although my top was greyish, mud is brown you know... ... whtever, they are colourblind.)

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ohmy. watching 完娛幕後花絮- 56 拍MV on youtube (this link my friend gave me eons ago). and renfu's face looks rounder. hahaha. mayb it's the hair. but he is as corny as ever. wondering if 56 will ever come up with their 4th album.

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went to visit erjie ytd and baby mark/chengyao opened his eyes! haha. he's really damn adorable and extremely guai=). he has a very sweet smiley mouth:).

my ahma came along with me and ma to visit erjie. we went there in a taxi. found this part of the convo between ma and ahma funny.

ma: 每次從你家搬那麼多東西回家會臉紅的勒。
ahma: 屁啦﹗臉紅什麼﹖﹗

wa. my ahma actually said 屁啦.

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children's day is COMING~ yarr. i haven't celebrated children's day fr SIX years, since we celebrate youth day in secondary school days. and i'm beginning to stop celebrating youth day too. OLDOLDOLDOLDDD. anyway, since children's day is coming, should go back to the centre fr a visit as Santa Claus, and also buy some goodies fr da tuition kids. friday is their children's day celebration day and mayb i'll see more little ones there! laughing queen!!!! haha. she's one unforgettable child:). plus all my other amnesiac-prone lovelies/monsters.

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skeleton plans fr the week:

Monday: MUG (halfday since it's already nearing 2pm and i predict i'll only start arnd 3pm)
Tuesday: MUG (maybe dragging yun and sh fr dinner at 85)
Wednesday: GO OUT
Thursday: LOR MEE-ing (lunch at old airport road). MUG/other plans.
Friday: TRIP to giants' to shop fr children's day goodies and visit to centre.
Saturday: MUG (halfday-morning).
Sunday: TUITION. Celeb bro's bdae and 中秋節!
Monday: (off day) VISIT ERJIE w ma:).

note to self: rmb prepare econs tut.

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jaaa!

BOO!!

haven't blogged fr some time.. lappie doesn't like to open my blog link for some reason=S. eh just realised mozilla lets me view my blog bt nt internet explorer.. weirrrrdd.

term break is here~ hurrayy! although life hasn't started being really stressful, still managed to feel quite tired since school started. flopped my first test (ss/hist). so rusty. forgotten how to write proper essays in time limits. very bad time management. sigh. nvmm. 10% just flew away.

things i've GOT to do during the week break:

1) Finish reading 引论和关于史的资料。
2) Attempt to start CH term paper.
3) Finish econs chps and prepare fr test
4) Finish soci readings
5) Read chang's emails on test

yeah got to plan next sem's mods properly(:. anyone who has any idea what Communications and New Media is about, pls let me know=DD. bt i will really be wasting another exposure module cos it's under social sciences division agn. and basic translation, pls be available!! baaah.

ycycycycyyc. what are you gg to do with ur lifeeeeeeee?

will continue bloggin tmr ba. will cont to terrorize my 2 p2s tmr. haha.. they were trying to be funny last week so i 发威ed. =b.

p.s: i love ikea's swedish meatballs!
p.s.s: i want to eat LOR MEE.
p.s.s.s: i feel greedy. maha.

HEY.

finally stop procrastinating and connected starhub dialup on lappie.. so here i am using my lappie=)).(which has been collecting dust. AW) so i transferred some songs over=) with my new thumbdrive. hahaha.

been feeling really tired these days. not very sure over what. but somehow i just started feeling tired again. want to sleep.

1) Don't like my SS module. It mks me stressed and i've started to develop an inertia to it! helppp. next wed is the TEST.

2) I will choose my mods carefully for nxt sem. I will choose basic translation and english from the humans division ba. And try to come to a decision regarding major/minor.

3) I need to update myself with econs textbook readings.

4) I must work hard for soci mod.

5) I need to mk up my mind about the tuition job.

6) I want my term break!! BLEARGH. but that's fr last minute chionging fr midterm tests.

7) I hv a NEW NEPHEW! erjie gave birth ytd! ohmyy. the baby is super ultra duper cute.he was SO warm when i had him in my arms. cuddly=)). tk care, sis.. rest well fr the confinement mth=D.

8) I kept developing urges to shop online but managed to curb them by a- buying new tops from eBase, b- buying a new top frm the forum (15bucks fr 2 la). HAHA.

9) Bought thumbdrive at last, AND yun's bdae present.

10) Happy, cos i'm finally meeting up with friends i haven't seen in a while=).

11) I really hv alot of friends going overseas. Sent off sher n yh, yelin left on same day as yh, yilun is leaving nxt wed. all the best to all of u gurls=D. i'm sure u gurls will be able to 发光发热 at all the respective countries u all are at/going. JIAYOUJIAYOUJiAYOU(:.

12) I guess I'm really falling asleeeeeep. ZzzZzz. reduced to typing summarised lines instead of organising paragraphs....

jaaaaaaaaaaaaa ne.

annyeong gaseyo~

YO.

muahahha. this is really hilarious. i can't believe i went through the whole thing. try it!



Put The Big Red Button on your site

and this is bad. this site with the red button thingy has TETRIS ONLINE. OMG.

ME AGAIN!

wanna post some pictures.
















































































































































all these above are pictures of stuff i was super tempted to buy whilst happily window shoppping online ytd afternoon. they are cheap la. the necklace is $8 after discount, the tops (necklaces not included except for the 3piece top. sashes/belts included) are about 17SGD after postage, if i rmb correctly, forgot price of the vests (i like the dark green one!), the skirt is arnd 32SGD. reasonable, isn't it??? actually there are lots more clothes but i was lazy to browse further and i was finding it difficult to exercise the remaining minimal self control i had left.. hehe

wish i were a rich gurl, born with a silver spoon in my mouth, with credit cards and lots of spare cash.

then i can be a 敗家女.

hahaha. 虛榮心在作祟。

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節儉是美德﹗﹗﹗

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heya.

more rantings fr the day.

i have so many readings to complete and my very considerate hy2229/ssa2204 tutor posted this:

"Malaysia just celebrated its 50th birthday yesterday (Aug 31) and Singapore its 42nd on Aug 9. But Singapore was ‘expelled’ only after less than two years in Malaysia. So shouldn’t Malaysia be only 44 years old based on Singapore’s Malaysian experience? To solve this puzzle, read Janadas Devan’s article on p.17 of yesterday’s Straits Times (31 Aug). Read also Terence Chong’s take on Malay nationalism (p. 33) in the same issue. Janadas had claimed that UMNO had triumphed by insisting on Malay, as opposed to Malayan nationalism, which ironically, was an article of faith even among many Singaporeans way back in 1945 after Singapore’s exclusion from the Federation of Malaya. So when did Singapore nationalism ever emerge?


In fact, it is worth spending the weekend reading The Straits Times’ special report on Malaysia (1 Sep issue, p. S1-S8) and also other articles on Malaysia’s 50th Merdeka Day in yesterday’s issue (p. 16-18, 33) as our history is so intertwined with Malaysia’s. Their Trade Minister Rafidah Aziz had recently coined a new word to describe our relationship after the cutting of the umbilical cord: a “navel-to-navel” relationship, no more “abang-adek”. "

like wth.

she also said this:

"Dear students

Congratulations! You have chosen an interesting module and you have successfully balloted for groups under my charge."

pukepuke.

getting more and more irritated with this module.

1) lecture3 readings (11+21pgs + an eBook which has a time limit)
2) tutorial 1 readings (25+16pgs)
3) lecture4 readings (not printed yet)
4) ST readings
5) attempt tutorial 1 qns

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for other mods:

1) Econs chps 2-8
2) CL tb pg 1-27
3) CH lect2 readings (83pgs)
4) CH lect3 readings (unprinted- 113 pgs)
5) CH tutorial 1 readings (16pgs)

~_~.

what am i doing online?? normally will be giving tuition at this time of the day on sundays. but i cancelled today's class cos fell sick. bad diarrhoea. oh but that's the reason why i'm ranting on my blog now. damn pissed.

pissed with the tuition job. some problem cropped up with the head of the centre but he hasn't given any form of explanation. so one of the teachers (X) was put temporarily in-charge. i only had A's number, but B was A's cousin so A can pass the information to B for me. didn't hv C's number, so went to X for help last night. X didn't hv the list as it was at the centre so she said she'll help me contact C this morning before the lesson started.

and i just received a call from X saying that there were some problems. C's parent got very mad about the cancellation of class today. at first i was a bit shocked and couldn't really hear clearly what X was talking about. but as X spoke on, she said she'd forgotten to call C this morning. she went on to say C's parent said she wanted to withdraw her kid from the class, and asked if i wanted to call the parent to explain and dissuade her from doing so.

i felt like saying, "Huh, you didn't call C? I thought you told me yesterday that you'll help me?"

but what i said was, "Sorry sorry. Ok i'll call the parent. I should do it anyway."

=/.

granted that i shouldn't put the blame on X. i shld have called her in the morning or send her a sms to remind her. but i'm sick what...... shouldn't i be resting? although i did wake up early in morning to keep trying to contact A and was so relieved when i finally got through to her parent. and i trusted that she'll be responsible enough. maybe i should have just smsed her then.

but that's not the point.

all these maybes and should have beens.

no point in dwelling in them.

but i concluded that i will definitely quit at the end of year.

and i'm angry with myself. why do i always present myself as someone who can be pushed arnd someone who is always unsure of herself, someone who is weak, someone who is meek, someone who will not get angry under all circumstances?

don't i have a right to be angry at X for not being responsible?

or am i just being goddamned self-righteous and self-pitying, just on the pretext that i am sick.

i guess that's what's called the world out there. who cares if you are sick? who cares if you are dying on bed? so long you don't do what you are expected to do, you will have to shoulder the blame. nobody will sympathize with you and say, oh your poor thing, don't worry, since you're sick, you rest well, leave it to me.

but, shouldn't X at least say a word of apology?

i don't care. i did what i cld, within my means. if the parent wants to drop her kid from the class, i don't give a damn. if the centre wants to sack me because of this, i don't give a damn. but they'd btr give me my pay fr the august lessons. i don't care anymore about this responsibility shit.

bahh.

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boohoo. i think i'm getting more emo these days. got to re-learn how to suppress my emotions.

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boo.

slept about ten hours ytd night=). felt good sleeping so many hours again. during school days (more of sec sch), especially during stressful near midterms/eoys times, sleeping was never on the top of my agenda. in fact, sleeping was a waste of time. lol. but i've been needing more and more sleep as each birthday of mine slips by. 老了﹗especially when i've been slacking so much for the past 7-8months, ever since the end of A lvls.. my biological clock has gotten used to being nourished by long hours of sleep. mahaa. sleep is important! i've changed my views about sleep. enough sleep and rest is really important. lack of sleep is something i can cope with, but it's beginning to have more side effects on me. like grumpiness, loss of concentration, lack of coherence, bad skin etcetcc.

felt bored. so went online window shopping. HOHO. got really tempted. sighh. will post some of the stuff which made me feel lk spending MONIES nxt time..

jaa fr nw~

累。

悶。

原因不是一針見血的。是一件事情觸及到了其他的因素而炮製的‘原因’。

累。

恍。

眼睛快要閉上了。。。


累。


惘。