BOO~

according to my mum, the terrapin morphed its shell into this in an attempt to camouflage.

before













now:

the rock











the pseudo "rock"














haha yar it's grown bigger. but still not much progress. lol. i do feed him!

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just wondering. ten years later, will i still be sitting on my desk like this, working instead of studying? mmmmmm. who knows if ten years later, i will still be living on this planet named Earth. what would i do if i know i had only 1 week to live?

random list fr now:
1) say i love you to my family
2) say i love you to my friends
3) fill my days with meetups with the married siblings and the friends
4) go shopping with mum
5) get broadband
6) bake all day and distribute the cakes about
7) borrow/rent/buy all the vcds, dvds i've ever wanted watch. old shows, new shows. jap anime, hk serials, korean dramas
8) play the same old richard clayderman song on piano
9) practise a few more presentable piano pieces
10) pick up the violin to reintroduce the four strings and bow to myself
11) go snow skiing
12) read all the books i'd wanted to read
13) eat good food everyday. be it new foodie places or old favourites. hawkers or restaurants.
14) sing K till hoarse
15) watch weepy shows till eyes become swollen, red and painful
16) go bagpacking in an exotic country.
17) visit all the mountains,rivers,pandas,temples,waterfalls in china
18) be a 933 dj for one day
19) go for any concert i wish to (56, jay, mayday, jeff, stefanie, jj, rainie.etc)
20) go travelling
21) go night cycling
22)
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.
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to be continued.

i think i'm crazy. how many hours do i think a week has?

.

argh.

can't you see i'm just wasting time in a bid to procrastinate further??

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张信哲 《逃生》

啦啦啦 喔
高脚杯里 你的唇印
盖上冷漠刺青 是一张心碎证明
冷风过境 收进心底
痛苦无力防御 手一摊就被占据
脱罪的话你可以 说了千遍还不腻
听到的和感觉到的有差距

放过自己 放过压抑
放过整片浮生的记忆
往事痛击 孤单侵袭 习惯就可以
感情的戏 我没演技
赢不了你温柔挑衅
只好丢弃 只好不回应
用沉默反击

逃生的路会在哪里
我要自由 不要窒息
曾经以为你就是氧气
原来只是闹剧
爱过一场 输得彻底

高脚杯里 你的唇印
盖上冷漠刺青 是一张心碎证明
冷风过境 收进心底
痛苦无力防御 手一摊就被占据
脱罪的话你可以 说了千遍还不腻
听到的和感觉到的有差距

放过自己 放过压抑
放过整片浮生的记忆
往事痛击 孤单侵袭 习惯就可以
感情的戏 我没演技
赢不了你温柔挑衅
只好丢弃 只好不回应
用沉默反击

逃生的路会在哪里
我要自由 不要窒息
曾经以为你就是氧气
原来只是闹剧
爱过一场 输得彻底

放过自己 放过压抑
放过整片浮生的记忆
往事痛击 孤单侵袭 喜欢就可以
感情的戏 我没演技
赢不了你温柔挑衅
只好丢弃 只好不回应
用沉默反击

to listen--> http://www.5583.com/html/5006.htm
to watch--> http://video.aol.com/video-detail/mv/1365585605

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BOO~

i want to eat this:

(chocolate fondue @ coffeeclub)











































i fried this (it's spaghetti in case you can't mk out what it is... ...) today! (with the help of my mum) i like cooking=). shall learn more during the hols~ cooking is fun! i think the best part is letting people eat the dishes you whip up. hoho.





















lunar new year's spread at my ahma's place!
























haha random photo eh. bt thought the dishes look yummmylicious=).

dumplings.. albeit not very appetizing looking.

























yar, labels = who made the dumpling. mine looks bad. my bro's looks fat. his wife's is the most presentable!=D

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going crazy with guwensguwensguwens. GRRRRRRR.

好久没有更新部落格了。。

一直堆积在心里或脑海里的情绪、思想大部分应该都已经渐渐流失了。

只因脑袋有点小。容量没有很大。

嗯。

之前有重要的东西要赶。（有点语带双关。呵。）没有闲暇时间坐下来和部落格打好关系，也没有什么好聊的。

对阿。和神合作压力固然很大。可是神还是神。神可以做本来由四个人来分担的工作。

分担工作。哼，别提了。提了火就大。不过没关系~ 交上去的作业嘛，就是泼出去的水，收不回来。其实本身也不想再看到它。只是到最后还是会很贱的把它取回来。就为了看它最上页的右上角/最后一页的 英文字母。

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借口应该是很廉价的吧。至少，对我来说是如此。借口可以随时挂在嘴边，常会不经意的说出。不论是为自己找台阶下，或是习惯性的以一种推卸责任的态度对待人与事。我也常常有很多借口。掩盖自己不足的地方的借口。为了不让真相被揭穿的借口。累得不想担当责任的借口。

真相很昂贵吧。我的基金不够，付不起每一样事物的真相。很多时候，我像一只胆小的小乌龟。不想面对，不想有所顾虑，选择保持无知。有些真相会耗费很多基金，也会搞得你血本无归。知道了，会损人损己，所以不知为妙。有些真相需要坦荡荡的面对，就得去迎接它，不能退缩。我又该怎么去衡量和分辨这各种类的真相？

打个比方，生病的真相是不得不面对的。病魔刚缠上你时，也许会有许多疑问，脑海会一直不断的回想，当中到底发生了什么，吃错了什么，做错了什么。病倒了，会埋怨老天吧。但也不能一直停留在懊恼与愤愤不平的阶段。可又不能抵达完全接受事实的阶段吧。生病了，能真正看得开吗？说看开，倒不如说是在拨开“看开”的纸皮下所剩下的无奈吧。

至于另一种真相。。不想提及。不过，可能就是背叛吧。

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眼睛快要合上了。床正呼唤着我~

拜拜咯（：

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诸位要努力奋斗哦！:DD

也别忘了照顾身体。=）

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

i knew i was normal.

loll. cos i'm in a relaxed state now.

lualualua.

it's okkay. temporary peace is good too=).

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BOOO~

i know i will regret 糜烂-ing away tonight. whatttt to do? one more minute and it would be wednesday~

算了吧。应学着潇洒些。

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went to eat japanese style marche at raffles city's shokudo on sat! yummm. gya went to see aska 杨宗纬 at suntect, where he held his first singapore autograph session~ yaa his vocals were powerrrrr:). eve and yt got to continue listening to his singing prowess ltr at zouk cos lucky yt won 2 tics to aska's mini concert through xin.sg. lol. anwww. back to foood. pictures will really do a better job at describing the delish food bt the lighting was too dark fr my hp to tk nice photos. wait till eve upload hers ba:).

we had pizza, ham and cheese omelette, rosti with bacon, XXL katsu chicken, redbean+mochi+macha ice cream dessert and starfish/green apple juice (grossly overpriced tho). omelette was wonderful~ it melts in your mouth, plus the sensation of sour plum sauce and unknown X sweet sauce lingering in your mouth after you finish the omelette~ mMmmmm~ preferred marche's rosti tho. haha. maybe the first impression is always the most deeply imprinted one. hee. the katsu chicken exceeded expectations=). dunno why i craved for meat so ordered a plate of chicken. haha. been too healthy lately due to my prolonged cough (which i treat it as cured now) and stubborn sore throat. the dessert was greeeat. i haven't eaten nice red bean in a while! ever since the bedok blk207's hollywood dessert stall chged stall owners.

stomach is rumbling now.

i neeeeed food.

okkay.

in order to ease my guilt i shall go do editing now.

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to my busybusybusy dearies reading my blog: JIAYOUUU!! we will tide through this sea of tutorial/assignment/proj datelines and upcoming exams k?=). let's look fwd to the 3mths break. tkkaire:DD.

get well REALL soon choccy=DD.