i've always believed that when you go through a rough patch, you need to smooth it out yourself, even if you end up in scratches and wounds.
i've always believed that when you drop into a bottomless pit, you need to climb out of it yourself, even if you end up in mud and bruises.
i've always believed that when you trip over a stone, you need to get rid of the stone yourself, even if you end up in despair and sprains.
and so i will continue to keep this belief.
and so i will drag myself out of the miserable shell.
i will stop whining.
i will stop feeling fatigue.
i will stop grumbling.
i will be strong.