pissed with the world.
that was how i felt when i heard the news.
i felt that something was fishy.
but what's the use of saying that now?
i'm still really quite pissed.
why is our family wrecked with so much bad luck and sucky business.
but of course. there's never a reason explaining illnesses.
crapp.
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actually calmed down quite a bit since ytd.
just that i got pissed just now by somebody and now i'm reminded of the piss-ness/dreary/drained state i was in ytd. but it's okkkay. at least i'm just pissed and not in denial. it's okay. we will stay strong. we've got to stay strong together=). and we'll take things step by step. we will be able to find a bend in the road and turn into a (better) corner.
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so i got pissed just now by somebody cos i hate it when people reject helping in a what they see as "a subtle way". i rather be told "no" in the face. i'm okay with it. don't beat around the bush. seriously.
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i'm okay.