21 nov

boo. suddenly in the mood for blogging. ytd's post was a typical complaining one.. heh. nose is back to normal, at the stage thereby nose skin is peeling=X..

sigh. all the beetles in the world are

a) secretly in love with me or
b) hate me like hell

i was just trying to study peacefully in my studyroom when a beetle flew in to accompany me.




















i don't need the company, you knoww. i have my water and mints to keep me awake as my tired eyes stared at the book.

















anw back to the beetle. ya. and the thing is, it rained quite heavily (there is a higher possiblity of beetles coming into my room at night if it rained earlier in the day) in the late afternoon-evening, so i closed my windows and locked them as well, to prevent beetles from coming in. this one beetle still managed to come in.

no idea why i cringe at the sight of beetles either. i'm like 165cm tall and XXkg but i'm afraid of an insect who might not even be 5cm long.






















i wouldn't have cared if it just stayed there peacefully on the wire. when i tried to grab my phone line to connect to lappie to come online to blog, it sensed something and crawled down from the wire and prepared to fly. so i got out of my studyroom. the beetle was my conscience! it didn't want me to go online and blog so it started to fly in order to chase me out ._."


*想太多了*



















the beetle on the floor.

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yarr and before i got out of the room, tried to continue studying a few more pages. and i saw my terrapin sleeping peacefully on its cave.






















and i wished i could be sleeping so peacefully too... and i've been needing a lot of sleep before i can feel really energized. bleehh. and most of my exams are morning ones! this is another one of those times when i wish and wish and wish that nus were right here in the east part of Singapore.

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my ma found 4 strands of white hair on my head.

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22nov

i just want exams to be over. i feel weird while studying. like nothing much is going into my head as i study.

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sighh. and feeling abit lonely with my siblings all married. had this lonesome feeling last sunday after saying bye to all of them after lunch. strange empty feeling.

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jaaaaaa ne for now~ will blog in more complete sentences soon:).