bahh.
waves of depression and nausea are washing over me. it's a natural body reaction so don't worry, i'm not a) contemplating suicide b) pregnant c) going crazy. hai. and my comp chooses to piss me off when i'm in this state of mind by being deliberately retarded.
okay. i admit i'm just irritable.
everything looks and feels bleak now.
at this kind of juncture, one should try to drag one's self out of the self-pitying mud and stop moaning and whining. or one should close the browser window and stop typing nonsense into the space called new post on one's blog and pack off to bed. tomorrow will be a brand new day with new optimistic beginnings.
alright. i shall count my blessings.
1) i am currently a healthy girl with no serious/ death-threatening ailments.
2) i have my parents and 3 elder siblings who love me.
3) my home is happy and stable now.
4) i have material comforts.
5) i have great friends whom i know that i can depend on.
6) i have a chance to further my studies.
... ...
blessings are after all, uncountable nouns=).
they don't always exist as tangible items that can be listed out and ticked off with a checklist right?
mmmhmms.
nvm. what's most important is that i know i am blessed.
(:.
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mE 
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