did the color profile thing. it was labelled as thus:

Your (my) Personal Profile (yes, in greeeen)

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

For some time now you may have been subjected to considerable physical illness and or emotional distress. This may have taken a severe toll and you feel both physically and mentally worn out. Your self esteem has been reduced and you now need a peaceful environment which will permit you to effect full recovery.

You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.

Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.

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hmm. certain bits are true ba. when i selected the first cube i wasn't really paying much attention cos was sms-ing. after i selected the violet, i saw the line supposed to choose according to preference. chose yellow last cos the yellow looked sucky. hahaha. erm. i don't think i've suffered serious emotional distress (unless you count the great desire to strangle the monsters at times) or considerable physical illness (unless you count disgusting cramps of the month) ba.

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on another note, ntu biz school, why are you so efficient?? you're making me feel insecure. *shivers* haha. it's okaaay.

我相信﹗該來的﹐會來的。若是屬于我的﹐是不會溜走的。

x).

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made a successful CHEESECAKE!! MUAHA=DD.