BOO!

previous week was feeling rather disheartened and discouraged.. but felt better this week. i guess...exam stress applies to everyone, even at primary school levels. fair enough. the huge malignant monster named stress is EVERYWHERE.

but thursday was a horrible day=S. mr lim, please stop being rude to me. i don't want to tolerate your attitude anymore. the next time you repeat your rudeness, i will not just show that i'm pissed (which you are blind to anw), i will punish you. (mr yong once told me joey made him stand in the open space outside the rooms with a piece of paper attached to him- but i forgot what she wrote- but apparently it made him cry. hmm. i guess that's the best kind of punishment for arrogant people with too much pride stuffed in their chests) i will show you that i am no pushover. what's the point of being intelligent when you don't know respect? by not showing others respect, you are not giving yourself respect.

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friday was normal. in fact i was rather free. enjoyed my peace, with some disruption from mr neo and mr seet who found fighting funny and enjoyable. watched the free show until things got a bit rough and hooligan-ish so i chased them out. boys tend to be more physical, so long they don't inflict hurt on purpose or be too violent, i guess it's their way of communication? =S. ha. but generally i'll holler and they'll probably listen for 2 seconds and continue their fight outside the room.

my dear boys. i really don't ask much. i just ask for a little bit more concentration, a little more cohesion, a little less trouble. don't make me dread going to work~

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went to NUS and NTU's open houses today. hm. ended up being more confused. but ultimately i think i'll still stick to my decision. yup. i will still apply for both (meanwhile rack brains fr the NTU 300word essay), if they both accept me, i will go with the original plan. i do not doubt the quality of the education in terms of the resources and experience, but i'm wondering about the relationship or camaraderie between the professors and students. mm.

quite decided that staying in hostel is a nono in my freshman year. hall life is something i would want to experience, but i don't think i would want to introduce so many changes in my life just yet. haa. i am generally not a risk-taker.

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HURRAY. excited about the date with the girls on coming friday, and GYA outing on a GOOOOOD Friday. MAHAS.

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LAO TIAN! give me good weather on monday, alright alright alright? =)). really very much appreciated.