hey.
i guess anybody who knew him, through class, cca or somehow or rather, wld have felt extremely shocked and subdued at the news. i didn't know him personally, but it was saddening news. he gave me the impression he was happy-go-lucky and didn't have a care in the world.. he was bright, he was popular, he played the drums so well.. although i can't say i agree to his decision, i respect it still. it was his choice. he must have gone through a lot of mental struggle and pain, before he arrived at the decision. it wld not have been a brash one. it took a lot of courage as well. i will never be able to pick up enough courage to actually do it. sigh. i hope wherever he is now, he is happy and peaceful. rest in peace. take care.
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我們總是把‘死’掛在嘴邊。什麼功課這麼多﹐好想死啊。什麼那麼多壓力﹐要我死啊﹖什麼每天過著這種無聊的日子﹐老是和課業折騰﹐死了不就好。。現在想想。好幼稚。
前幾天﹐剛說了自己不介意死亡。因為對這個世界沒有什麼依戀。就算第二天醒不過來﹐也無所謂。但是。其實。一個人﹐不管是多麼的渺小﹐哪怕在地球上每天只需零點零零零零零零一八仙的氧氣﹐他還是有生存的意義﹑生存下去的理由。沒有一個人是沒必要存在的。只要你存在著﹐就是一種肯定。不要否定你在世界上的重要性。不要縮短你在世上該逗留的時間。
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i love you all, my dear friends. sigh. are all humans the same? only realising the true meaning of cherishing when you've lost something. hao xu wei. but felt this great urge to meet up with friends i have not seen or talked to or caught up with or neglected these few months. hai.
jaaa.
it's time to love BY and DY again.
mE 
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