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went to three blks of flats near tj to stuff flyers notifyg residents of leo's ONC on 19nov in the mailboxes.. hehe.. it wasn't too easy but ly and i realized that there was an easier way.. hmm there was this blk which had stubborn mailboxes that didn't allow the flyers to slide into them, so we had to fold them into quarters and stuff them in as much as we could.. haii.. aft tt we went to eastpt to drink bubble tea! mango milk tea is nice.. but it's nt cold enough.. hee.. walked arnd eastpt, marvelled at the kiddy clothes, swimmg costumes etc.. popular sells those large cards with meaningful phrases and there was this set which had cute baby pictures on them! there was a particularly cute baby we gushed over. lol.. we went to pet safari and there were 2 ultra cute and super small puppies!!!!! awwww~ they were reaaaally cuuute!! and they scampered arnd, played arnd.. so irresisitably cute! and saw some moody dogs and one dog which wagged its tail enthusiastically at us.. hehe.. i want a dog!!! but it will be too cruel to keep dogs in flats.. unless it's a small dog.. if not it will be deprived of space to run arnd and will feel very suppressed.. sigh..

i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed to cut my hair.

:).

i think maybe i wont get married. it just seems so difficult keepg a marriage healthy. haha.. i think a relationship itself is difficult enough to maintain.. but perhaps i'm nt in a position to discuss this since i've always been very much single but seeing the people arnd me.. wellllllls. staying single is still btr somehow. very much freee.. your time doesn't need to be consumed by another person.. cos even if you may not go on dates every day, your mind may be constantly filled with the other person.. pretty er la. haha.. imagine. if i have to run all day long in another person's mind, i will be extreemely tired la. hahaa. chou mei la. and being married is worse. i don't really believe in everlasting love. haha. are you sure it is possible?? there will be some point of time in a marriage when nothing seems interestg anymore and no more sparks can be created anymore, when everything seems boring and routine-ish and tiring. ><~ but if i shld stay as a spinster, i will be rather lonely ba, bored to tears when i'm old and seventy. hehe. cos my friends may be busy with their own families or xiang shou-g tian lun zhi le.. i know. if i don't get married, i shall keep a pet dog!!!!! =) then i can amuse myself with my siblings' or friends' grandchildren and great-grandchildren. (;. korean, jap dramas' and ou xiang jus' portrayal of love and relationships are just so wei mei sometimes. how can love be so pure? i think i will believe more in friendships. hmm. or maybe nt. maybe relationships with humans are just so unpredictable ba. hehe. homo sapiens are weird creatures with complicated brain structures. only a dog can be loyal to its owner no matter what happens, even after the owner's death.

i need to learn how to coooooooooooooooooook. yes. i shall start from cooking instant noodles! hehe. then i will learn to fry veg and steam stuff like egg, fish, prawns, sotong!! ohhyepp. rice is vital! mabbe i will learn how to cook rice, so i can do dishes like fried rice. and to learn fried mee. these shld come before frying veg and steaming stuff ba. more practical. lol. mummy, you will have a nice job this hols.

suddenly have an itch to play mahjong. altho i'm lousy. but i want to gain experience!! hurhur.. pls don't get exasperated while playing mahjong with me okay. i can be really thick de. hahaa. bridge as well. o.O". but yepp. the more lan4 i am, the more i shld play right.. to practise. heh heh.

ohh you light up my life, wo xiang rang ni xiang xin, wo men xin zhong pin lv dou yi yangg~ zhe shi yi ge kai shi, si nian zhuang shang chi bang~ wei lai zheng zai deng dai bu shi maaaaaa~ wei lai wo xiang he ni fennn xianng~

=).

ja ne~