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my mummy is sooo pro with baking cakes nowadays. haha. mummy rocks (:! whee~ i wanna learn how to bake cakes too! but i think i shld start with baking cookies and brownies.. ohman i really want to learn how to bakeee pastries too!

went to chaguan today.. had fun mkg the tea.. haha.. rather cool la.. i liked the tealeafegg! (;. and i suspect the person incharge of the chaguan is the same speaker lpp invited to give us a talk on cha dao during wen yi ying last yr or last last yr.. loll.. everything just seemed a little familiar.. too bad no ex-dhscs ppl were arnd except erh edwin....... hur hur. anw aft tt we went to bugis to walkwalk.. me ky chiagu vann yunting n enghar~ and we pissed off a shopowner.. i dunno what's wrong with the shopowner lar.. she was damned bushuang the minute the grp of us stepped into her shop and look arnd abit at the clothes. what's her problem? just because we are a grp of STUDENTS in SCH U, she has the right to keep hinting that we are unwelcomed? like for example brandishing her black glum face at us as often as she cld, saying "excuse me" loudly (what's the use of saying these polite terms if you do not mean it at all?).. so what if we are nt buying anything but just looking arnd aimlessly? that's what shopping is for. shopping doesn't always mean tt you have got to buy sth. hrmph. i will nvr buy anything frm the shop. altho the off shoulder top looked really nice. haha. vann looked nice in the outfit she tried:). don't like it when students shop in sch u and gt funny looks frm shopowners and restaurants tt say: "don't come in if you don't have the money."

took neos with vann, ky and chiagu~:) wheeeee! haha.. finally. think the photos came out nice (:. hehe some time since i took prints.. lalala~ and i like tt machine! i like the printing as well. heh.

had this mini farewell party sorta thing for xu ls, ms meta and mr ong.. ordered pizza, had hm-baked brownies (thnks yunting and co!), and chips and drinks.. sad tt xu ls won't be teaching us anymore.. we will miss him. miss him lameness and niceness. he's really a very nice teacher who's willing to extend a helpg hand whenever we need him and who bothers to bond with students and unds us. :) thnk you simon.. we will think of you de. will miss the teacher who wldn't follow us up.. don't wanna miss ms wong cos i want her to follow us up nxt yr! *sniff* sighh. all along i'd thought tt all our teachers will follow us up to j2. and our tj principal mrs lim is leaving us as well.. the farewell concert for her was lovely and sweet neh.. altho hadn't any contact with her, i'm still impressed by her efforts in showing true care and concern for the students, her efforts in trying her best to be involved in the student-related events, sports competitions.. and touched by her speech. ya. whatever tribulations or unhappy events we go thru, at home or in school, they will help to mould us into better people.. sigh.

heard mr kiw had stepped down from his discipline master's post. but he'll stay on at dhs to cont teaching chinese.. guess dhs will be undergoing major changes for the nxt few years.. and all the teachers who've taught me.. i wonder if they will stay on.. and i wonder how it will be like when i return to the new dhs campus yrs later. i guess i will feel the distance then. it will be sad. dhs jiayou! =).

hmmz. some ppl arnd me are dropping frm 4subj to 3subj.. when i think about econs, i dunno whether i shld feel regret for tking it up.. or shld i still feel blessed, cos i got to know ms wong who's miniature and cute and a goooood tutor, got into this scg of 1505 which i am appreciating and liking more and more each day. i make choices and i tell myself i wouldn't regret. even if i feel any doubts creeping in, i will sweep them away. yep. since i'd decided to tk this route, i jolly well gt on with it. complete it. finish it. taking up economics was because it was something brand new, exciting, and wells convenient. cos seriously i cldn't think of other subjs to tk on.. science subjs had been out cos my phy was impossible, chem too lousy, bio nt possible without chem. history was nt within my choice cos i know it's difficult to score cos the notes may not be really sufficient and "reading up on your own" isn't my favourite past-time. i hate geog (somehow i do. since sec2). e lit was a bit off cos i know my eng isn't tt strong. but i actually do find econs interesting. but it's really getting heavy. :(. i don't understand my stuff. i find it difficult to keep up with the lects cos those sentences of words are really just gibberish cos i can't unds at all. it's exasperating. i hate nt comprehending. and tutorials getting stressful cos i realize i unds very little... micro was fine.. until macro came along. i somehow just can't seem click on with econs and unds some of those mechanisms. if i had a choice, maybe i wld drop econs off. but. econs is still a challenge tt i want to overcome. but anyhow, i have to tk up this challenge in any case since i'm a 3-sub-er. much as i xian mu all those ppl who have the choice to drop a subject. i must persevere!! i don't have much of a choice anw altho my natural flair for econs is really low. but wo bu ke yi fang qi! sigh. jiayouu. tho i still feel zi bei. already handling one subj lesser than others. but i don't see myself doing btr. :(. nvm. i've gt to pick myself up anyway. lifeee goes on! i'll tk it in my stride. i must zhen xi this chance of promoting and really mug hardd.

string of thoughts broken... shall cont tmr (:.

i want to go abroad..

i want to sit on a plane..