[#132]

ohmaann. haha.. "F: 0-33". it's the best, most wonderful sentence i've heard for the day. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! and the nicest sentence on the whiteboard was-- "O: 33+" wheeyarrhhs.

i maybe hopeless but the stones, rocks, pebbles are finally off my chest. it mayn't be a big deal to most ppl but i am promoting!! i AM gg to get PROMOTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't care if i have to see the P cos it's a scrap thru.. but yesssh. i am relieved. was so darned worried. yeaa. different ppl gt different results and hence will have different expectations. felt a little hurt today.. ahh nvmm. i don't need to be appreciated all the time anyhow. i forget easily as well. which is a good thing :). (altho stupid. but still btr for health(;. )

sooooo. it's time to reflect! these hols will be da holiday to mugg! i've got to pia like siao.. i do want to improve for nxt yr's MCT.. and show my mummy, my siblings i know what went wrong, and am gg to do sth abt it.. and finally i have gt to drill this to my head- in jc, yrs pass along very fast.. a yr's almost ending.. and it seems just ytd when i'm still honeymoong in ny.. (:.

jj's first CD is very nice! =) listening now.. sometimes i just feel so inferior.. ppl are talking abt S papers.. talkg abt keeping 4 subjs.. wellllls.. i can't join in.. ><".. but also.. as i said.. diff ppl gt diff results and hence have diff expectations.. it's nt sth within my control now cos it's all a fact now.. but i can do sth abt it nxt yr.. yarr. haii.. but anyway, congrats to all my friends who promoted safely! =D and also congrats to all those who did well! to those who didn't perform as well as they wished to.. jiayou on alr? don't give upp.. so long you promote safely, muz cont to chiong and jiayou cos what matters in the end is still the "A"s!!! muz fight on and jia bei nu li! haha.. =). arrrrhhhh. i have to gt used to it. somehow. anyway i don't regret the things i do, including deciding to do 3 A lvl subjs.. altho the thought of applying for scholarships is alluring, i know i'm nt really actually up to it anw.. will be pointless to do badly for 4 subjs.. (am already doing badly for 3 subjs. =.=") and in the end nt tkg any S papers.. or tkg any S papers tt wont earn distinctions.. so i'd btr concentrate on my 3 subjs and gp and ba ta men gao hao! coming to jc has made me realize one impt thing: you really need to put in HARD work. ahaha. took me this long to realize this simple fact. i'm dense anw.

shall slp early tonight.. and figure out how to do the pw floorplan! gonna be cool! woohoots. and gotta amend script.. lengthen it.. practice as well.. practice those words i tend to trip over or just mumble over.. whoa.. didn't know i had this problem of my wrds dyg away at the end of my sentences. nvmm. praacctice! and still nervous abt any qns tt may come my wayyyy. hehe. wellls. pw does suck. x).

and there's still cross-stitch! ahh shit i'm such an idiot i can't even do cross-stitches well. gonna pick all the strings out again and redo again. sighhz.

and i still lurve the tigger and eeyore softtoys at bedok ntuc! lol. they're still there.. sitting on the shelf. aww. went shoppg there to look at prices of stuff for tmr's bbq and to buy the chicken wings for ky to marinate..

shall go off now then... jaaaa ne!

there are still stuff to look fwd to! saturday and sunday. =).