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tmr's the first paper of promos... gp paper.. 3.5 hours.. sighhz.. hope tt there will be a nice essay topic just for me to write.. x). haha. i don't really have any concrete examples for any exact topic... like gender.. poverty.. sports or whatever.. just hope i can scrape thru like my mock. haha. my mock was a mess. but the mark wasn't too terrible. let's see.. hope i can finish my compre tmr and nt fall aslp! haah.. always fall aslp.. jct lidat. mock also. hmph. ttx why i gonna slp early tonight! yeeaa!!

lalalaa.. can't say i've completed much over the past few days... not really getting stressed but i am really fedup. what am i studying for? actually i don't know. just trying to get it over and done with. i'm not studying for the sake of goodresults for myself. just studying cos... i have to. it's a must. i cannot not study. after all. i DO want to promote.

but maths makes me damn fedup... cannot progress much.. still have trig.. and diff.. and i still haven't gao hao my vectors!!!!!!!!! jue lie with them le. sigh. sometimes i wonder is it becos i'm dense or what.. but somehow or rather.. i just can't click it with maths. some stuff i can think and think and think and zhuan ALL the niu jiao jians.. and nvr think of a smart solution out of stuff. xian mu all those ppl with a little more tian fen with maths.. i have no yuan fen with maths. this morning de curve qns.. then the functns qns i asked yt again.. so darned STUPID de lor.. but i just cldnt see it. damn. i'm just gg to die at the maths paper la.. when i'm not panicking i'm stupid enough la. when i panick and blank out it's worse.

i'm so gg to hate this but during the hols i will really sort out those maths-y stuff. i muz sort them out. if not i will go on as clueless as ever nxt yr and things will be bad. hai.

i TOK so much but i seldom go abt doing. but nxt yr i will do my tuts on time!! i swear. haii.

kay baa... time to go flip thru some gp related stuff.. get myself in the mood. haha. eww AQ! haaa. alright. i muz haf AQ- adversity quotient. lala.

ja ne.