[#109]
shldn't be feeling sad now but i am.. i dunno how to describe this weird feeling i have.. but.. arghh. i just feel so sick of everything.. how can school become so irritating and unenjoyable and sucky? just feel so helpless in school nowadays.. siaan.. even a short day can bring my spirits down.. just one lecture is enough.. i dunno.. been feeling horrible.. don't even know why i feel this way..
stressed.
and i'm sick of moaning to myself. sick of the mentality of dreading school. sick of being miserable. why the hell am i feeling miserable anyhow??
can't really think straight but i'm really tired.
maybe that's why i'm irritable and negative now.
i still think jc life is darned different.
i've become a meaner person.
:(.
guess i'll be okay soon.