[#96]
heyaheyaHEYA!!!
haven't been blogging for daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays!! i assume it's the 96th entry ba.. i think so.. shldn't be wrong. lollx.. haiiii. haven't blogged for soo lonng.. am so happy i'm finally blogging! i lurve blogging!! yaay~ hahaz.. gdness know why i'm so excited =.= comp went nutsy on sat night.. so it's almost a week since i blogged.. typed in notepad for some days.. then stopped when i decided not to touch e comp till my bro-in-law comes and help me repair it.. mmHmm. so i'll post up those entries when my comp recovers.. sighhz.
in school lib now.. using this good comp that is working properly.. lib comps are rather lan4 la.. most not wrkg.. blurry screens.. but luckily there's still a good one here.. mm. crapping.. but i don't care.. i haven't crapped for a long timme. it's good to have a blog.. vent ur emotions and feelings and whatever. lalala~
tired.. very sian aft the econs test.. this is one test whereby i'm sure i'll flop like anything. :(~ dunno what i was writing.. doesn't seem relevant at all.. haiii. when will i learnn? when will i receive a test tt has a nice passing mrk?
determination.
like what my hp wallpaper and screensaver says.
wo yi ding yao zuo dao.
sometimes i just feel so helpless about things.. i wana help but i don't know how to... i want to say comforting stuff but nothing right comes out of my mouth.. i want to console ppl but i have suddenly lost the ability to persuade.. to be comforting.. to not say stuff that just seems so fu qian, fuyan, surface.. this sucks.. so i pretend i don't know anything. wow. but why? why? why? why can't i think of the right things to say anymore? what is the defition of "right". it seems xu wei even now.. wo zhen de hen xiang bang mang.. ke shi wo shen me ye zuo bu dao.. i have become more cynical.. have i? become less trusting.. beginning to see more and more of ppl's ugly sides.. i don't want.. i want to cont believing that things will turn out right.. that the world is still a beautiful place.. life can still be fulfilling and happy.. happiness is at every corner at your life, maybe hidden, but always there.. but it doesn't seem as easy as before.
confused.
ohh. and derrick is out.. left with junyang, kelly, kelvin and xinhui. may the best man(or woman) wins!! tho i pian ai junyang.. but he looks drained and tired.. ehh.. muz recharge and jiayouu orh! =). sighhhz.
erghh! situps!! 5items! nxt wed! 2.4km run!! wanna run up to standard! nxt fri!!
now all the trivial stuff pour in. haii.
ja ne for now.. hope my hm internet recovers reeeeeeeeeal soooooooon.
mE 
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