[#95]

been feeling tired and rather sick of sch.. dunno why but each day seems to drag ahead long and dreary.. life gets monotonous.. don't like feeling lethargic everyday.. don't feel like talking.. feel like keeping silent and pull a long face all day. haha.. but i knoe i will nvr be able to do that.. i can't resist the urge to talk.. i can't resist the urge to gt high over some minor thing sometimes.. i just can't not talk. hmmm. ahaha.. dunno if it's good or not. =S~ like to be quiet sometimes too.. communication isn't all about yakking eh? mmm.

xiaoxiao test. ergh. haha.. done all i cld.. so yi qie kan zao hua ru he ba! studies studies studies.. always bogged down by it.. yet not much affected by it.. life revolves round it.. don't gt too stresseed up by it.. but no stress is baaaad. and i hate it the most when i disappoint my mummy. haii. seem to be studying for her.. but no la.. she doesn't have high unattainable expectations of me, neither does she pile pressure on me.. but i just wanna do well for her sake. hai. but i don't seem to ever that motivation. that tui dong li to push me fwd. i really don't know what i'm doing sometimes. how can i start to wrk more? i think there are abt 8 wks to promos.. or izzit 7 wks.. either way it's getting frightening.. haha. there are still pw deadlines to keep to.. ewwk. EEE! hahaz.. so bz.. haiya.. nvm. i must feel e urgency!!!! i must jiayoou.

saw this bag at ice lemon tee!! black and pink.. and soft soft de.. aww.. like it lots lehhz.. my birthday is coming. hahaha..=P~ ohhyepyep.. xh's birthday is tmr!!!! hahax.. i like birthdays.

ran very little today.. walked half the 2.2km.. hahaaz.. lazy us. =P walked all the way till the slope up.. ran abit.. walkwalk. then ran down the slope and walked a bit more. and finally ran all the way bck. tskkz. walked 3/4s ba. did 2.2km in 18+mins! lolx. slacker. too stoned le. tired and lazy.

leo's investiture ytd was alr ba.. thought it was abit fei.. but yeaa.. nvm.. when one of the Lions (an organization de..) was leading us to this pledge which we've nvr heard of until tt moment, his voice was quite muffled so we cldnt really follow the wrds.. it was a leeeeetle bit funny.. but somehow cldnt stop e laughter.. and ly made me laugh when we both knew each other was trying to stifle the laughter.. dumb.. amchioed and chioed. tskk. i know it's bad cos it's a serious matter but.. arhh. one thing i can't do is to control laughter. xiao chang xiao chang! it used to be worse.. mabbe it's been some time since i acted. and i haven't stifled laughter for a long time. x). e reception food looked good but didn't feel like eating cos it was late and felt too tired.. ly stayed bck to eat cos e poor gurl didn't eat her dinner.. mmm. felt bad leaving her behind.. sorry gurl!!! i was tired and had to prepare for e test today.. paisehh.. sorry.. :(

i must gt down to wrk!! tata den~ got to do math, gp, econ, lep and pw. tSK! hahaz.. i gonna be bz.. and i will feel happy abt it. woooosh..