[#85]

=,=. ahaha. i cheng ren ba! i'm hopeless at games. shldn't have started playing anyhow... why did i play? it's all ting's fault. hahahaha.. tt day she was describing those cute mushrooms and all.. was so tempted tt i created the accnt on impulse with her help. hehe.. my own fault la.. who ask me.. sighhh. don't think i'll play le ba.. for a loong time. mmm. no time la.. see.. i wasted SO much time.. hour plus.. and what did i do? stupidly searchg for southperry when it was starg at my face.. and then reach victoria island happily.. search and search for someone to bring me to kerning and dorrts, it was like so obvious agaiin. hehe.. mabbe im nt observant enough? nvmm. waste my time anyway.. not accomplishg anything.. and had my hopes dashed when i finally found this shop at kerning city which had the darklord who will help me become a thief.. altho my lvl was there, i didnt had the dex thingy.. only 12 and he wants 25. haiyoo. like that i dunno how.. to increase ability i will increase in lvl rite?? i dunno. ky said shld gt to vict island with lvl10.. spose my kor play and play till lvl11.. don't think he knows.. yaa.. i nvr tell him. haah.. hmmmm. yar. really think i shldn't play le.. don't have the flair for comp games, end up wastg my time and accomplishg so little. damn. so idiotic. wasted time. shld have continued with econs instead. didn't i say i want to be a mugger? hate it. hai. sighz. sickening. life seems to be revolvg round studies. i hate it when it's like that. yuck. yuuuuck. YUCK. what do you have a choice? NO! bldy promos coming veryveryvery soooon. shucks. i'm getting stressed. like it will help.. it wldn't.. hai. hate it when my mood decides to swing 180degrees. behaving like an immature idiot. you know something? i suck. i suck. i reallly suck. once a negative thought hits you.. you know the consequences.. other negative thoughts will kick in. one after another. there seems to be no end to it. oh darn. ergh. erGH.

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before rushing out to meet up w pwgrp for pwmeetg, watched proj superstar cos wanted to hear derrek sing! haha.. the duet w leon was damn nice lor!! waa!! sad and so yi han leon's out. siann!! and whoooa. derrek's song. sudsud! but hey! leon's great too. haha.. then dashed to aljunied... guess we were productive? were we? *thinks hard* dunno. but had a few laughs. lol. sat at the children's section, with the kiddy chairs and table.. kids are cute. (:. wanted so much to listen to the storytellg session!!! but there was an age limit.... and we don't look like parents... yaa.. haha.. reminds me of the old times where erjie will bring me to tamp lib to listen to the storytellg sessions.. haha.. and the mac choc and vanilla twist icecream. heee. miz being a kid. and wish i have a tutee for the FTS. seems fun to teach. sighh. in sec3 (or was it sec4?), 3L/4L went to d'joy centre to sort of tutor kids and tk care of them.. my kid was this really cute girl. yepp. haha.. had fun readg stories to her, slowly guidg her in her wrk. haha.. :(.. dunno if it will be possible to gt assigned to another kid for the FTS. accordg to xiaoqi, there are quite a lot of ppl in the same plight as me. sighhz.

mmmmmmmmm.

hai.

wo yao zen me qu mian dui??????????????????????????????????????????? ni neng xiang xin ma? wo jing ran neng ying man zhe me jiu. dao xian zai ta hai bu zhi dao. bu xiang you rang ta shi wang.. dan shi..... shu xue cheng ji zhen de tai ke pa...... wo bu yao zai sa huang le... xing qi yi ba.. xing qi yi wo hui rang ta kan.. qian ming... xing qi er cai huan. hen zi ji. zen me ke yi zhe me shi bai. ..........

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sighhz. shall listen to F.I.R's CD and cheer up.

lalalla~ geng wo shuo love love love, da sheng shuo love love love... you yi tian zhe shi jie hui wei wo gai bian~ jin wo zhe wo de shuang shou, yong gan de shuo yeah, i love you.~ do my best bao chi xing nian~ ... xin zhong na zuo mei li le yuan~ fly awayyy.... bu hui leii... xin zhong meng li de neverland~~ wo zhan zai chuan tou de bian yuan~ i will nvr be afraid~ zou dao hai de zui yao yuaaaan~~ jiu shi xin de ti yann~