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heyhey.. feel like getting down to do the pw thingy. can't imagine how angry mstan will be nxt tues. haha.. don't think i will get to do anything.. talking about teachers.. feelg ultra mean but ya.. a certain mrwong is mkg me darned irritated. sighh. over-reactg and i will feel bad typg this but ya.. jux a spur of a moment thing. lol. but whatevs!! he jux gets on my nerves.. but i shall still fa fen tu qiang for my maths. haii. i shld slp earlier so that i can manage to conc btr durg lects. but wanna watch shamanking on wed-fri nights. yep. so i shld chiong hm and nap first on these 3 days. then wake, eat and do hw till 1130pm.

but my plans were foiled on wed, when wenlong wanted to return me those classics. plans foiled again today cos i decided to pei ky to choose a prezzie for passdown gift for dhs junior. loll. but nvm.. i zi yuan pei her de.. had fun lookg for the prez. bought this really nice pencil case frm converse.. i want it too! *poutx* it's cool lor! haha.. and a cute baby sock and a pair of pink and rather cool ankle socks.. was tempted by the shoelaces but...! i need to save money. hehe.

but nvm.. tmr there will only be econs lect. nxt week i shall implement this plan. haha.. kept dozing off durg maths lect today.. it was quite bad. sigh. had managed to keep myself quite awake durg ytd's lect. and econs was so hypnotizing i kept driftg off too. sighh.

jianghui ls scared me to death today durg the first period--guwen. she was speakg very negatively about our lep results la. freakg us out. ergh. sorta preparg us for the worst eh.. so i was damned relieved when i gt mine, and before i looked at the scores my heart fell bck in the right place cos samantha or was it sherilyn? said sth like "waa got 6..." ya. ahaha. i saw the 61 i was like phhhew. don't say i lihai. don't say i good. haha. cos i think it was really rather tyco and i was jux soo soo relieved i'd received a piece of results that started with a "6". a sixer never looked soo good in mai life. means i cld pray for the best for gp. and hope tt the econs score wld give me an ao pass. then i wont needa drink coffee with principal WITH mummy. relieved cos lep is like my last chip, last chou ma. kay.. so all the best for gp and may my maths not start with a 3 and end with a 0. haha.. at least mabbe a high 30+ can? or btr still begin with a 4? mmmmhm. anyway felt it was tyco cos did quite badly for duan ping, guwen and ci yu jie shi. only my xiao shuo was good. it pulled up my grades. cos barely passed duanping, guwen and shi (jux pass only). ci yu jie shi failed. ahahs. ><~ so proud of mai huifu. heh. i knew the shi was done quite badly. lol. i had realized in my shi test i wrote much btr (as if more to the point and more zhong dians) than for the jct for zhan cheng nan. so i was right.

is life really so meaningless? just about studies. sigh. but no ba.. we can't say that life isn't all about academics. a student's life.. jiu shi he academics li bu liao guan xi. shen me zuo xue sheng bu shi zhi jiang du shu, shi jie kou. students are spose to study hard, get into uni, so that they wont become she hui's ji sheng chong and even contribute to the society. and other than not becoming society's burden, it is for your own good too. it wld feel terrible to be a useless person always dependent on others yea? ren dou shi you zi zun xin de. pride. (ya. yes. =,=. i had been puzzling over what is "zi zun xin" in english.) can't say that i want to grow up quickly and stop studyg and go out to work.. the challenges you have to face are completely different. jc is already different from we bargained for.. going out to wrk will be steppg into really unfamiliar grounds. being a student is still better, in the sense, you get to enjoy the innocence that still prevails.. you get to enjoy friendship as pure as it is.. you get to see the good side of people.. you get to experience vibrant colours of life and boundless energy. you get to enjoy truly relaxing moments and get to indulge in stoning. students have definite goals. test after test, exam after exam. major exam after major exam. our paths are clear and bright ahead. even the obstacles are visible, or will become visible somehow as time goes by and we realize with our faults eventually (whether by ourselves or from other pple's [who care] reprimands).. we get guidance and all...... but obviously we don't have a choice, we need to grow up.. we all need to stop our students' life somewhere and proceed on to become workg adults.. but no matter what, i feel that we must not forget our values.. not forget what we had been living for.. and never forget the people around us.. people who love, care about us.. people whom we love and care for.. and never forget to feel happiness and contentment.

mmmm.

dan yuan yi hou bu guan fa sheng shen me shi qing, wo dou bu hui shi qu le guan de tai du.

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so happy i got the missing bk5 at M&A comics.. HAHAHA~ i'm soo resourceful. (like real). hee hee hee. bleah.

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madmE.