hee.. moi lj now is also at its 51st entry.. whoaa.. typed so many entries le.. sighh.. feelg abit tired, full and................................
anyway, went to da town park and sat on the swing today.. ((:.. very nice and windy, altho it was rather hot as well.. humid weather.. x) i pushed 2 kids on the swing as well.. hehe.. they were quite young and small sized.. so cldn't really swing on their own.. haha..
swings are soo nice. :) i love swinging. shld swing more often. improves your mood. swing therapy. whee~ hahax.. shldn't remind myself of PW. arGGhhh. helped heng do his survey by assumg 8 personalities, and sposed to help yun do hers now.. can't seem to download the file tho.. shall try again.. everyone's PW seems to have some sorta zhao luo le.. but look at mine!!!! *cringe* we haven't even come up with a survey form!! we haven't cover our loopholes yet?!! and i really can't work with this person. i've nvr ever come across a person like him. he makes me really exasperated. actually we don't have anything against him, but he just feels that we are always zhen dui-g him. i don't like being accused of being something i am not... ... ... ... ... we need to meet up and chiong once sherilyn and him return ba.. =S. i'm so lookg fwd to this..............
was thinkg of 05A5 earlier this afternoon. memory space in computers are limited.. so is the memory space in human brains ba.. seems like, very soon, everything will be just a fragment of the past.. insignificant past.. i wish i won't forget.. but i think i will.. it's scary.. i don't like to forget.. i don't want to forget.. i don't want to be bound to the past forever, to memories forever and not move forward, in fact i know i've already moved forward.. from sec4 to ny.. from ny to tj.. but i wish that when i think of the past, my heart can still beat the same beat it was beatg at at that point of time.. ya.. that i can relieve those moments as they were like.. but it's impossible.. friendships don't last with a few random words exchanged here and there.. friendships don't maintain when you don't communicate.. when you start to not communicate, as time goes by, you will feel less and less inclined to communicate.. when communication breaks down, what's left of the friendship? when you can't be bothered to strike up a conversation.. or when you wish to bother, but hesitate, and eventually procrastinate and not ever start the conversation again.. friendships seem to die prematurely all the time.. we shld put in more effort. be more bothered. really treasure the friendship before we can make sure it will last. if we nvr realized its importance, we will nvr come to really cherish it, and it will die out...... humans have emotions.. ni fu chu duo shao, jiu hui de dao duo shao. won't it be very tirg if we strive to keep every friendship? wldn't it be too emotionally taxg if we are the ones who keep givg, but get nothing at all in return? i don't know. of course, we won't be able to keep every friendship in one complete piece, but put it this way, if the other party wishes as much as us, to keep the friendship alive and blossomg, this will be the kind of friendship we shld cherish. hmmm. i think i will end up confusg myself. sighhh. tryg to sort out my thoughts... x).
it's weird when i don't really feel the stress.. i don't understand myself. i don't have the sense of urgency ba. which is bad. the weather is too hot. i'm not concentratg. i don't get my priorities right. so i shld plan today. plan out my days. i have 3 more weeks. but i have to include days whereby i will chiong PW and days whereby i will def go out...
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