was searchg high and low for sg mcdonald's webbie, and it turned out to the on the 14th pg of search results i think, and the 108th item. whooa. shows that ermm, it's quite insignificant? haha. sad eh? anw tryg to do some research for PW PI now.. hope can hand in early in the morng tmr, and gt bck by late afternoon, to do one last draft and pray all the best for it. sigh. stressed. dunno if i can come out with sth that reaches her expectations. =S.
mmmmMmmmMmm! lookg at recipes. haha.. tryg to gt ideas of what they put on cakes to deco.. icing.. choc chips.. whipped cream *ooOh!!*.. M&Ms.. walnuts can? what about cherries.. sprinkle sugar? coloured choc rice.. rice krispies? but all these cant stick on those normal non-cream cakes right.. mmhmmm. marshmallows.
muz get down to organizing thoughts for PI soon. sighhh. shall wash mango plate first.. ehh.. think i'm going madd.. laughing at something stupid. here goes:
cric crac croc. wahaahhahahahahhahahah. i muz get a life. was laughing at various pple's nicks jux now. what is wrong with me. nothing okkay.
yay. gettg more zhi ming du for scgblog. more ppl online at night la. =) wahahas. so high~ got more tags. lala. tag more.. don't like talkg to myself. hehe.
what did i say a few paras ago? yeshh. PI. CONCENTRATE! yi da ju wei zhong. yeepps. shall write instead of type. muz save printer ink for the final draft which she die aso muz approve liao. i don't care.
anyway.. i wanted to type this post.. cos wanted to say sth..
losing confidence in myself.. in life.. in everything i'm doing.. i muz get a grip.. musn't start wallowing in self-pity cos i do not deserve it.. ask myself.. how much effort have i put in.. how much work i'd actually done.. how much i've swotted.. how many beads of perspiration have i shed *lots for the procrastinatg pile of wrk?*.. so... yeaa.. success doesn't come with a wave of your head.. ah non non. work. work your ass off. start workg. first thing now to gao dim- PI. writg is sth you muz constantly.. it's not a matter of losg your touch.. not a matter of losg your creative brain juices.. it's about constantly improvg yourself.. keep on writg.. maybe you'll realize, yuan lai, my limit is jux like that. i've reached a plateau. yea. but even if i have reached a plateau, i muz think of how i can climb up again.
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