hihi i hate it when i gt pissed off so ezly over such minor matters. i hate it when i snap. i hate it when i feel like i've hurt somebody. am i really impulsive in this way? i'm sorry. really. i didn't mean it.
bought flowers for mummy today for mOtHeR's dAy!! haha.. ((: brought her to buy wif mii.. she ended up buyg for her mummy as well! isn't that sweet? lollx.. bought 2 pink and 3 red roses.. and a bunch of smaller yellow flowers.. for mummy's mummy's bouquet, pei with white man tian xingg. ((:. i love buyg flowers! love the choosg part and pei this and that part. loll.. flowers make you happy.. with the lovely vibrant colours.. i want to be a florist!!! have a shop that sells flowers!! loll.. will nvr gt to earn big bucks if i do that.. plus, where to gt the capital.. and erm. i know nothing about maintaing shops.. econs doesn't help. well, it doesn't! ah non non. i have to self-study soon!! but let's come bck to the topic of flowers! hehe.. roses are lovely right? love lilies too.. and tulips! orchids are rather exotic. heyy. creatg bouquets are so fun.. arranging flowers too.. and pickg and choosg, seeg which flowers goes with which.. whoaa.. ((: talkg about bouquets, reminded of edwin's bouquet to jieying ytd (for lvyuan). lollx. it was a gorgeous bouquet!!! *whistles* haha.. guess it was bought jux off the shelves.. not ownself picked and chosen.. but still sweet tho. but i think it wld have been nicer if he had tiao and pei the flowers himself. but then again, will he be able to do it nicely? i dunno. hahaa.. reminded of my kor. tsk. him and his romantic ideas for prezzies and bouquets for gf. now he's flown over to BJ to have a cosy month with her. *chuckles* oops! i forgot to give him the list of CDs i want. shall email him later. *evillaugh plus winkwink* hiakheh. lollx.. anyway on thurs we (scg peepz with econs) were so high againn. muz be the effect of the break before that econs tutorial. hahax. interestg. loll. ms wong had been wonderg last wk why is it we were always so high on thursdays. hehe.. and we were holdg a concert in the clsrm while we passed our time (45mins) before the lesson started.. doing wrk and singing away. kinda cool. in case you were wonderg, we were singing..........5566 songs!! whee! so nice.. loong time i sang 5566 songs! (ermm i used to sing only with ehh ya yt lor. and eve. heh heh) yuxiang sang along with us. wt. he knows the lyrics btr than we do. hahaa. due to his (younger!) sister's heavy influence, literally force-feedg him (with 56 songs). haha. amusg. he's really a very mild sort of a guy, i wld bully him too if he were my kor. hahah. ehh. my own kor. well. he bullies mii. i try to bully him bck, but it doesn't really wrk. bi jing, he's 8 yrs older okay. but somehow foolg arnd with kor is more fun than not havg him play with mii. (: 8 yrs older than mii still bother to entertain mii, this kor not bad la, right? haha..quite fun with my scg. :) it's a total different feelg from 05A5, still.. days will be easier to gt by with 15/05. yea. we have an scg day which is comg up soon. on 15may. kbox. yea. singSinGSING! (: glorious. seem to have an affinity with 5s. 05A5. 15/05. hey, i prefer 9. -noLiNk- bleah. F.I.R!! listeng to their 1st cd makes mii rejuvenate. it's true that if you suddenly listen to CDs you've not listened to for a long time, you'll feel very huai nian and happy. wonderg where's my 5566 2nd album cd. wth. where did i leave it nehhs. which cd case. hahaha. used to listen on discman. no more discman. wherex my cd? shall rummage through cds and seek it out ltr. miz listeng to cds like hell. feelg hungry lerrx. i shall continue ltr ((: revolution rocks mann.
heyys.. back!! hahax.. ate dinner.. yumyumm.. wann watch tian long ba bu!! but let mii finish moi update first! hahax.. watched lvyuan ytd!!! before that had bu ke, then went to meet tingg.. we went to bedok central 216 ba sha there to buyflowers!!! haha yepps. buyg flowers again! cos performance marhhs. muz give flowers ymy. (; hehe.. anw bought roses of blue, pink, red, orange, white!!! beautiful!! loll.. chose those which have fully blossomed.. although they will wilt the nxt day, it's still worth it! cos it's really lovely.. then when you give, the receiver can show off ymy!! see.. so zhou dao! whee hee! bought 10 for $6.80! cheap righht.. lollx.. then we ate at long john for dinner... i didn't know bedok have long john!!! haha.. *surprise!* bleahhx.. mei xiang dao i nvr knew.. but then again, my sense of direction is lousy~ haha.. anw ateate, then walked backk~ bck in school, we walked arnd tj happily.. so you zai xian zai~ haha.. cool.. ((: cos used to have fun and time walkg arnd dhs.. go refill water la.. recess time and what not.. in ny we normally jux stay arnd canteen, lift, lt, sl, clsrms. haah.. don't really walk arnd.. tj lehh.. too bz and tired and without a person who's willg to waste time like that. hahaha. x) but yepp. we agreed we muz try walkg arnd tj in da morng. morng walks are gd for health! xin xian kong qi! ohh yea. which reminds mii. had been discussg with sh abt plans to run early in da morng in tj! haha.. morng exercise!! lollx.. wonder when we will zhi xing zhe ge ji hua!!! loll. so excitg.. shld be quite nice to run arnd the track.. in ny, fei chang zao shi, will have residents arnd who will stroll or run arnd ny's track. at night also will have. haha.. cos ny's open to public durg morngs (but gate closed when sch starts and opens at 12nn. but still have main gate opened) (and nights too i presume). ohh bie shuo le. haha.. ny ny de. rang wo hao xiang. anw, aft that we went to bathe! loll. wore 4L cls tee!! shared shampoo and towel.. loll.. cos my towel all wet liaoo.. hehe.. quite fun bathg in tj toilet.. haha.. and more common.. unlike dhs.. but anw, tj has so many showerheads.. don't use, leave there for what. heh. aft tt cont to slack arnd.. saw tingg's 2 seniors.. crap about.. went to pei yuxuan, edwin and guanheng eat dinner.. when we gt bck to sch, surprise!!!!!!!!!! i saw nycs ppl!!!! so happy okay!!! cheryl!!! tian!!! connie!!! and others!!! so excited.. hugged them.. waved at jonathan too.. think he thought we abit siao.. haha.. =).. then rushed to give yun they all the tix.. haha.. hugged yun too~ aft tt waved at the juniors and xueshen.. then went on in le.. you know what.. now i'm regrettg.. regrettg why i hadn't talked more to cheryl tian they all.. realized i wanted to know alot of things that was gg on in ny.. how are the elections? who's what? did cheryl get her post? what about tian? and other j1s.. argh. siann. i feel bad too. and a sense of loss too. saw some of them wearg the bai yun gang black tee. stared at the shirt afew days ago.. memories of bai yun gang.. heyy.. da jia.. wo mei you wang ji ni men.. zhen de.. xi wang ni men dou guo de hen hao. hen hao. JIAYOU!!!! =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=) lvyuan was quite nice.. the first ju keep remindg mii of da mu zhi of hc tho.. don't understand the audience. laugh at all the weird parts.. reminded mii of byg where ppl anyhow laughed too. ~_~. as for shihui's ju, it was the nicest of e 3 in my opinion. haha.. jiahui was superb (again!) loll.. she made mii tear sia.. and made my heart heavy heavy.. tian ahh.. she hao bang!!!! =D lollx.. impressed.. and sh!! you worried too much kkay gal, you did great as wel! :) hope today's performance had been a blast for both of you 2! and hanxi! loll.. pai kiaa ehh. aha.. anw had been confused with the small minimini ju in frnt and at the hui yi and hallucinations... [delete key nt wrkg. *PRESSES* weird].. the 3rd one.. well.. those 2 waiters were cute.. ai qing go go go! lolll.. and when the thing ended, i was like. oh. i see. but actually still don't gt the profound meang behind it. nvmm. gt sh to explain to moi. hehe. but yarr. hee. aft tt lagg arnd to wait for sh.. they acted out hui jia on the stage. loll. so bi zhen.. liike before.. gt some sort of tt gan jue la. heh. haii. byg.. byg.. if only time cld turn back. rmb hearg this profound explanation about why we can't travel back in time and it was impossible to invent a machine to let us travel to the past.. cos of the speed of light or something like that.. cldn't absorb the chimmness of it at a go (frm radio de) so gave up. haah.. but it was possible to travel in the future still.. if the machine can allow us to travel tons faster than light, it will be plausible. close to impossible now tho, cos of current technology.. haha.. yea.. did pw gpp today.. met up with xiaoqi, sherilyn, yinghui and weijie at bedok princessmac.. haha.. i was like on time la, but was the latest of the 4 gals. haha.. anw we discussed and discussed.. did digress here and there. had laughs and all.. had become very animated while discussg.. so, guess can still wrk quite tog. (: loll. hehe.. rather fun.. we kept it gg.. hope our idea will nt undergo the unfortunate fate of being thrown in2 the dustbin by a wave of... ms tan's hand? ha. hope results for xiaopin comp ishx positive for hc ba! =) yeaa.. aiya why didn't ny join. haha.. wellll. listeng to songs is therapeutic for mii. (: watchg them act ytd gave me a chong dong. a chong dong to stand on stage and act. can't say i'm a gd actor.. jux a normal, maybe below avg one.. but the feelg on stage.. tou ru in your character.. haven't really had a chance to really try that.. nvr did that in dhs.. at ny, acted that role loll.. but yepps.. yea. sometimes. jux wish that i wld have had some sort of zuo wei. 16yrs and arnd 6mths. life jux went on day by day. nothing much accomplished. didn't do too little. jiu shi zhe yang. so. am i really contented to let another 16 and a 1/2 yrs of my life fly pass mii in a twinklg, and carry on with this attitude? i don't like chionging too hard. i don't movg on too fast. i don't like competg with other ppl. i don't like flyg too high. cos i'm not prepared to give all i have. cos i think i don't have a lot to offer in order to be able to fly up real high. cos i don't have the confidence. cos i am jux neutral. cos there isn't a real drive in mii. cos i don't have an ambition to fulfil. cos being happy is all i want. is it all i really want? am i contented with all i have? do i really want to lead on the 'simple' and 'worry-free' and 'carefree' and nan ting de shuo, mei yong de ri zi forever? hrmmmmm. think. thinkk. tata. main aim. gao hao econs. gt As and Bs for jct.
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