[#26]
lo.
was waiting and waiting for the results ytd nite.. smsed gh.. he said nt so fast.. kay.. so wait and wait and wait. fell aslp arnd 11+.. heard my phone beeped an sms alert, but too drowsy to check.. woke today at arnd 7.. read that sms sent by sh.. what can i say?
it sucked. i was still damn slpy, so went back to slp. when i woke at arnd 8, i replied the sms after readg it again.. hopg i read wrongly jux now.. but that "=s" expression told mii i cldnt have read wrongly.. if the news had been otherwise, it wld have been a "=)" face.. ltr on gh aso smsed a "=("... yepps.. i dunno what happened.. i dunno why.. i only know we'd gotten our hopes up.. i only know that accordg to gh and sh, they had done not bad.. quite gd.. and wenlong told xh they were gd.. read darren's friendster blog and saw that he had felt so gd after the comp.. it's jux so damn.. unexpected? we did not pass thru the preliminary rounds.. it was jux the prelims.. we didnt get thru.. why. why?? i wasn't there to see them perform.. i may not be a gd judge.. but i know they did improve.. they did try so hard.. they put in their everything.. all their efforts.. xin xue.. and dao tou lai.. cheng ji que shi ru ci. i can't believe it.. for junli-darren ju, i thot the ti cai itself wasn't too bad.. and had confidence in their actg.. but.. shuo zhe me duo ye mei shen me yong le.. dunno if the info was correct. but why wld ppl want to pass us the wrong info? sh said an ahs informer told her the news.. think zhong dian was the fact it was an ahs informer, so i'm havg doubts? i admit i'm jux biased la.. but come to think of it, pls lar, wld pple have anything to gain if they pass us the wrong info.. they might have been gloatg over the fact that both their ju4s got thru, while both of ours didn't. i know i'm very unjustified to say this.. but.. yar.. who wldn't gloat? disappointed.
reminded mii of last yr's xiao pin comp.. we did get thru but went home wif an wei jiang.. it was a blow to our pride.. it was an disillusionment.. all the hard wrk they've put in.. zai na yi ke, hao xiang yi wen bu zhi.. i wasn't involved in the ju, but was sad enough.. what about the ppl in the ju? haiix.. and this yr.. we cldnt even fight it out in the finals.. we dont have the chance too.. gh said tt sometimes u need luck, and maybe dhs has finished its luck.. it's sorta true.. xiaopin comp depends alot on the judges as well.. the ti caii.. everything.. yepps. but it's jux heart-wrenchg. to nt gt what we wanted, the juniors wanted, so badly, aft so many months and days and hours of pailians..
haii. whatever it is.. frm this experience, suo liu guo de lei, liu guo de xie, liu guo de han.. ni men bu nen wang ji.. ye bu nen fang qi.. yao ji xu bao zhe xi wang.. ji xu nu li.. ji xu wang qian chong.. yi ding yao ba guan jun bao wei zheng qu hui lai.. bu yao qi nei.. bu yao zi yi wei shi... jia you jia you JIAYOU! ming nian hui geng haO. yi ding hui. tang ruo ming nian bu xing, hai you hou nian, hou hou nian..... many many years down the road.. yeayeayea.. zhong wen xue hui jiayou.. we muz nvr give up hope.. but we muz also put in the effort, the energy, and give ur best..
hrmms.. feelg sian now.. shld go watch sntgd.. keep forgettg. haha.. will update more ltr.. gotta eat lunch lerrrx...
chun))*
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