[#23] hallo hallo.. did the bigfive profiling thingy~ haha.. this kinda personality test acty quite predictable barh.. look at the qns u knoe le.. wtv~ haha.. dang zuo xiao qian.. had great plans to stay in da lib to mug econs today.. butden wHAM! it came. and the cramps came along too~ so.. *cheers*
plans dashed. went hm, bathed, slpt. wk up, dinner time. did the bigfive.. so.. shld go study rite? yepps. econs. theory of production. oohh. load of shit. haha. maths test! lol. verii dumb. fers qns- GP. okkay gone. 2nd qns sigma, standard and ez.. but im owix damned careless.. didnt gt to check.. so yea. 3rd abt transformation wan. think i got abit mixed up. so mabbe whole thing goner.. den part b nvr finish.. las one functions hope i nvr screew.. but i gt luan diao abtt e range n domain. so dumb lor.. dunno wat my brain was processing.. but some ppl were zhui xin gan-ing when dey didnt haf time to DO the functions qns. which is ez de lor.. haha.. i will fail ba.. hope not single digit tho? hahx.. got d/ced. shall upload this tmr. will cont tmr and post tog. (: rehiehie.. didn't update ytd.. was playg the sharg applications thingy wif tingg.. haha.. dunno why my 6.2 messsenger has sth 7.0 sposed to haf.. mabbe zao jiu you le but i nvr realized.. so long it satisfies the normal chattg thingy, and allows mii to add on nice emoticons.. can le.. hehe.. lalala~ i want to go watch xiaopin comp prelims tmr! arghhs. dunno if i can go.. wish i can.. going for leo de comm service (mercy relief) frm 9-1pm.. the xiaopin comp is 4-8pm.. if i go, my whole saturday is gonne... mummy wont be happy.. i need to study as well.. haii.. howhow? somehow will think of a way to persuade her let mii go.. hehe.. at some weird ulu place.. sg conference hall? how to gO? sighh.. btw, dhscO got GoLd wItH hOnOuRx for SYF!! wooohooots! well done, cO!! ((: dhscS muz jiayOu for tmr's cOmP! we MUZ get in! da jia nu li! jiayouu!! wo men nen zuo daO! *gringrin* XUE HUI JIAYOU! was toking about ny wif jiahui today.. lollx.. daes of baiyungang'o5.. think nycs now muz be runng electiOns for comm posts?? haha.. wonderg who will run for what.. what i knoe is cheryl will def gt a post de. haha. she's a born leader! i truly think so. heh. hrmmms.. if i'd stayed, dun think i'll run... jux be a normal member.. ye nen huo de jing cai mar. haha.. dun haf any ye xin la~
empty.. feel verii empty.. ran out of wrds.. disappeared. wall.. hrmms.. feeling lost.. suddenly rmbed tt i haven't updated lj for a long timE.. since when did i stop? shall start again tmR.. izzit true that i get happy again ezly while i'm feelg sad? guess so.. cos i make myself happy somehow? the bigfive test had some qns like that.. hrmms.. it's the positive way ba.. divert your attentions to some other things.. or rather.. a btr way, less of a shying frm problems way, will be changing your perspective of the event tt happened. convert the negativeness into positiveness.. watched hei ye cai hong's last eps jux now.. nice show.. haha.. liked the idea of [hei.ye.cai.hong].. at some point of time, when you feel that you are experiencing the darkest moments of your life.. when you feel lost in the abyss of darkness.. afraid and lonely.. there will be a miracle, a rainbow which will bring light unto you.. which will pull you out of the empty and dark hole.. if only it's really true.. love this analogy.. true.. rainbows jux seem to signify a starting, a beginning, new hope.. a fresh start.. brightening things up, spreading its warmth.. mmm.. these seven colours really seem to be able to bring new life in.. {red.orange.yellow.green.blue.indigo.purple} i wish oldd days can be back.
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