going back to dhs today to watch them paixi! hahax.. always have a nice feeling when i think of going back there.. maybe cos i really had wonderful memories there.. even though we do groan and lament and complain while we are there, somehow we just miss it when we've left the school.. of cos.. more than oft, you are missing the ppl you met there.. but still.. on the whole.. i think i still miss the school and the familiar grounds. hehe.. but i don't think i would have wanted to stay on for another 2 yrs.. and be in dhs for 6 yrs of my life.. like those dhp ppl now.. cos........maybe 6 yrs would be far too unhealthy.. staying put in one place for too long may make the person feel suffocated.. hahax.. so.. 4 yrs is jux nice ((:
anyway.. heard that they are having interviews today as well! hahax.. reminds me of last yr.. lol.. being interviewed is definitely extremely scary.. i remembered when i had my first interview in sec2.. it was quite frightening.. lolll... but before that i wasn't nervous la... still rmb me,yun,just,gh ba-kah (planned) hao that we will say wenxue fzz (for me and yun) and xiju fzz (for just and gh). hahah.. something like that.. so yepps.. didn't think so much la.. but when you step into the d&d room, with the seniors surrounding you in a semi-circle.. you will start to feel intimidated. =P haha.. but things were more complicated during the interview in sec3.. hehe.. begin to worry about more stuff.. being in the committee in sec2 was one of the best things that had happened in my life~ cos.. really enjoyed those times.. loll.. it was fun.. and responsiblities were so much lighter.. ahahax.. miss the sec2 days. x) much less unhappy moments. hehe..
it's nice when you sit down and stone.. it's nice when you sit down, alone, without any distractions and think about stuff. lol.. but i seldom do that.. sometimes i jux don't like to reflect?? cos i prefer to be simple and live life day by day, as it is like.. but in this way.. am i jux wasting my life away? jux waking up everyday to do the routine, then sleep at night. only to wake up again to repeat the stuff again. but you feel more in control too.. when it's doing routine stuff? i dunnno. kind of contradicting. lolx. much as i wish to be simple and not dwell too much over things.. i think it's still important that we sit down quietly and jux think.. saying that i wish to be simple is an excuse.. excuse for me to continue life as it is, like sticky glue.. and not bring any foreign changes into my life.. so that i need not think so much. but yepx.. thinking is what makes your life keep going.. in a meaningful way. i realize i use too many maybes, probablys, thinks and words like that.. i shall start to be more.. how to say? shi zai ba? and stop leaving qns marks in the air.. qns mrks that i myself cant solve. it's like.. when i think and think and think.. i don't come to a conclusion. so it's basically equals to nothing. hahax. sometimes, i don't know what i'm talking about either. but it's still good. to let out the thoughts!?! hehehe..=P that's one thing i like about bloggin. =)
have ct outing tomorrow~ going to sentosa! hahax.. wondering what we will do there nehhs. hehe.. guess the only thing we have on the list will be - having fun!.. hahah.. my class is really the slackest in the whole level ba!! hahaha.. but doesn't matter la.. most important thing is we've enjoyed our time together? hehe.. realize i haven't linked the cls blog to my blog! haha.. shall link it ltr =)~
guess i shall end here! wanna read my bks.. hehe.. the "Alice" books are really very entertaining!! authour: Phyllis Reynolds Naylor.. ((:
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