Had been using this black-grey font colours combi for all da entries so far *except tt one in red. loll*.. Thought I cld use wif a change in colour.. Hahaz.. wonder how it will look on my blog.. guess it will look a bit weird. Cos my blog is more suited for the drearier colours.. but whatever~ hehe.. no harm trying out.. lalala~
Chatting to ling and min made mii feel gd. haha.. feel warm and happy. lollx.. seems like loong time since we all sat down and yakyak. Miz the times we spent slackg arnd, lookg at this and tt, observg this and tt. Hehe. Suddenly thought of the game (priyanka suggested) we played tt time in the SL.. damn funny.. kept laughg.. Miz wreckg havoc in da SL!! lolll.. Anyway, it was fun catchg up wif them.. hehe.. Also miz seeing the guys crap around.. miz their stupidity. xP.. their jokes.. us girls' chattg.. ponning lessons.. Min's gg back to ny tmr for their cca bazaar. Wish I can go too. But think I'll end quite late.. the makeup lessons lor.. See how it goes? Hahax..
Ooh.. angela's aurora album rocks~ (: like her voice mann. Hehe..
Heard frm ling tt shawn and hongwei's appeals to ny weren't successful. It's sadd. Extremely. Sighh. Shawn's in SA and hongwei's alone in SR. Haii. it's really stupid.. life jux cant be the way we want it. It jux aint fair. although things cannot be in our favour all the time.. it's jux damn difficult to take it lying down i guess. feeling worse now after seeing the two depressing lines ling jux typed.
Yea. Grey suits the mood now btr.
Starting to think if it was a mistake coming online. ling's making mii cry.. making mii think of things i nvr wanted to think of.. making mii feel all those moments.. making mii see the flashbacks of the first 3 months i had in ny. making mii remember all the faces in 05A5.. i dont want to think of it.. i dont want to let the tears fall. i dont want to relieve the sadness over again. it jux seems so surreal now. it is difficult to let go.
[[ling. jay. fu. endeavour. hatro. 05a5. i dun want to end up in e same ct as them =S says: when i board the bus alone, i think of the times i took with huimin
ling. jay. fu. endeavour. hatro. 05a5. i dun want to end up in e same ct as them =S says: when i look at rabbit n soccerboi, i think of the times we had
ling. jay. fu. endeavour. hatro. 05a5. i dun want to end up in e same ct as them =S says: when i walk pass the sl, i think of it as our ct's home]]
yeaax. i am emotional. i am making a mountain out of a molehill. but so? im somehow happy to be wallowing myself in self-pity. izzit even self-pity? not really. it's jux.. okay.. engulfing myself in sadness.
as life goes on, i'll pick myself up again. i'll dry my tears away. i'll end that chapter. i'll close that door that keeps those memories. i'll...
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